It's True

It's true!

It's true, they say;

I heard it once.

A week, a day;

or was it months?

I know, I learned;

as if by chance.

The myth, the truth;

I learned to dance.

That Look

THAT LOOK

That look, you gave, it drove through me..

a knife, a blade, eternity.

That moment touched my very soul, 

I shall remember until I'm old. 

For once I saw the fire within, 

I knew that I would be with him.

~.~

Suddenly

Suddenly... I didn't dare, 

I took a chance, I did not care, 

I took a chance to share 

my love with you. 

And just as sudden, 

it shocks me still, 

there you were, it was a thrill, 

together we, as always, 

ever true.

Arthur Sales

You begin for me, as from a dream, 

a sight to behold, a sight unseen. 

Your beauty drives out a cold and cloudy day. 

~

The birds do sing, as light you bring, 

my heart does ring to everything. 

Your presence brings sunshine out to play.

True Beauty

True beauty 

is..

not hard to find.  

It's more about 

a

state of mind. 

It's how 

you see 

and 

what you mean 

to me. 

True beauty 

is 

the way 

I feel. 

I look 

at you 

and I 

feel real. 

Your smile 

it warms 

my cold 
and sultry 
day.

The Bone

Softly spoken, warm to touch, 

feather light, feel my brush. 

Gently takes your hand and lifts it up.

Draws you near to feel you breathe, 

watches as your chest does heave, 

feels the quickened pulse of life heat up.

Breathes your scent and feels your glow,

presses tight so you will know, 

here I am to share to life with you. 

Stares intent into your soul, 

Shed our youth as we grow old. 

The only things that matter is me and you.

The Internet Clown

You can't fool me, you total creep. 

Behind that mask, I hear you speak. 

You wait and play the game you always play. 

You scare me not, for I am far, 

beyond your reach, so strange, bizarre! 

I only wonder why you even stay.

My life's moved on, I have such fun.

Your stupid games, you haven't won. 

So sad an lonely do you dwell within. 

You can not understand my life, 

to be so happy and without strife. 

I spare my pity and leave you to your sin.

FLAG

I stand before you, undefined.

Yet to make up my own mind.

All I know is what I think and feel.

Don't push me in a labelled box.

Don't tie me down with chains and locks.

Just give me time to find what is real. 

Beauty

The beauty within,

is not about sin,
it's finding what 

matters most.
For what we shall find, 

shall prove in time,
to be the love 

we hold so close.

The CHOiCE

 
Black

White

Wrong

Right

Day

Night

Kiss

Bite

Calm

Excite

Mine 

Tonight

LOVE?

FUCK!

The Stare

Desensitized and mystified, 

          death defied by suicide, 

                    memerized by what he sees.

Horrified and immortalized, 

          rectified by truth... besides, 

                    what else can there be?

Take a look, a lasting look, 

take a picture, write a book, 

what is it that you see?

Behind my stare I lay quite bare, 

I never thought I'd ever care, 

behind this stare, my veneer... 

is me...      see?

Sometimes

~

Sometimes it's time to come, 

sometimes it's time to go.

Sometimes it's time to leave, 

before we get to know;

If what we have in common,

is only just for show.

Or if we have something more. 

We will never know.

~

After the rain

After the rain and the pain is gone
life renews and life goes on.

The sun takes a breath 

and starts to climb the sky.

After the last shadow retreats

life returns to its steady beat. 

The sun returns 

to warm the coldest day.

Forever Lovers

 The earth it birthed me once again.

The rain ran through my mortal vein.

The wind, it blew, it's breath on me.

The sun, it warmed, my inner being.

And slowly as I did start to rise, 

you came behind and to my surprise, 

you touched my soul with your fiery eyes, 

and we became two, forever tied.

Lover Boy

Tell me what? Don't walk away.

I will fight you, any day.

Push me hard and I will push you back.

You say what? Just wait for me. 

I will beat you, can't you see.

I won't take any kind of smack.

I'm not scared, is what I am.

Come and get some, I'm your man.

I will wipe your smile, that's for sure.

So if you want a piece of me, 

I will be your destiny.

And I will love you twice and ever more.

~

Exception

I once did dream of summer skies, as I looked into your smiling eyes, 

but there I saw to my surprise, the warmth of your love and no disguise.

I see in your face every thought you think, as into your arms my heart does sink. 

I trust you more than I trust myself. I love you without exception.

And if by chance I touch your hand, my soul does lift and leave this land, 

and heaven sent it soars above, as I explore our eternal love. 

Were we by chance not meant to be? I can't imagine love you see,

with anyone else, but you and me. I love you without exception.

 

Party in my Pants

P@RTY in my P@NTS

There's a party in my pants, my pants, my pants.

I just wanna start romance, romance, romance.

With a party in my pants, my pants, my pants.

If I was given half a chance, a chance, a chance.

Let's go party in my pants, my pants, my pants.

C'mon baby let's just dance, a dance, a dance.

As I take off my aching pants, my pants, my pants.

I will pierce you with my lance, my lance, my lance.

There's a party in my pants, my pants, my pants.

I just wanna start romance, romance, romance.

With a party in my pants, my pants, my pants.

If I was given half a chance!!!

A cloud drifted slowly...

A cloud drifted slowly

across the high noon sky. 

A bird tweeted sweetly 

at you and at I. 

The sun it did smile

as we two hand in hand, 

crossed the ocean laughing 

and settled on the land. 

Feet settled slowly,

reality did bite. 

If that was fun

just think...

what we might do tonight.

Introspective

I believe in summer days, 

in puppy dogs with wagging tales. 

I believe the sun will rise, 

my love will grow, you'll be surprised. 

I believe in love at first sight, 

in holding hope, throughout the night. 

I believe that you and I, 

will be as one, 'til the day we die. 

I don't believe in papal lore, 

in ancient myths and hate or war. 

If God exists, and he just might, 

then he will love, what is right. 

He made me as I really am, 

to be myself, to be a man. 

To love with all my energy

To love a boy, to be just me.

My Dear

It's winter now, I miss the beach. The surf, the sand, beyond my reach. 

I sit and stare, through windows bare and wait for sunny days. 

I miss the warmth upon my skin, the ocean depths I love to swim, 

I miss the boys I share my world within. 

But most of all I miss his smile, I miss him more than once in a while. 

I only have my memories to share. 

But I know he is coming home, and in my arms he'll never roam. 

I miss the sand, I miss his smile, 

my dear.

~

Jacob Purvis, I think I'm in lust with you...

I think I'm in lust with you. 

I just want to dance. 

I think I'll make love to you. 

Just take off my pants. 

I will take you in the night, 

given half a chance. 

Just say yes, then undress, 

time to start romance.

You and me will always be, 

pumping through the night. 

You know we were meant to be, 

isn't this just right? 

Take my hand and hold me close,  

squeeze and hug me tight. 

Then when its time to start again, 

we'll give it all our might. 

I think I'm in lust with you. 

I just want to dance. 

I think I'll make love to you. 

Just take off my pants.

See me

The sun, it dawns, upon the day. 

I come to you, it's time to play. 

When you awake, what do you see? 

For you I want, to just see me.

Bones

The wind

it blew

through 

silken sails. 

The sea

it raged 

beyond 

a gale. 

The boat

that brought

my destiny.

The sun

that lit

a path 

to me.

I saw

that look

within

your eyes. 

Your lips

held back

my surprise.

I took

your hands

and I

just cried.

This day

we were

in love.

Life Undone

Traumatised and

brutalised.

Once despised,

immortalized.

Never cries,

never tries,

undone.

Tried disguise,

pretty eyes,

still chastised,

then deprived.

Once surprised,

death defied,

he's gone.

Bounced right back,

kept on track,

twisted wrack,

rebounded smack.

Fight right back,

quick come back,

he won.

Life is not

a pretty game,

never won,

never tame.

Make the most,

drop the ghost,

have fun.

Learn to Skate!

It's not too late, 

to learn to skate. 

So try it if you dare. 

To roll so fast, 

life's a blast, 

flying through the air. 

Then there's that sound, 

you hit the ground, 

the rolling thunder balls. 

For when I skate, 

I inflate, 

I'm suddenly 10 feet all.

Painted Kisses

I painted you in rainbows. 

I even drew your heart. 

I stole a kiss, half way through. 

Your lips did slightly part.

I felt the knowing feeling, 

the lusting of the touch. 

I only hope that you were warned, 

that I will kiss you much.

~~~~~

Face

In the morning, 

when I awake, 

I think of you, 

until its late. 

I think of you 

until I go 

to bed. 

And when I dream,

I dream of you. 

The only thing,

I think to do.

The only thoughts 

that enter,

in my head. 

I trace your lips, 

with finger tips, 

I brush your hair 

with heavens care. 

My breath upon 

your naked neck,

I kiss your face.

I only dream, 

to be awake, 

and ease the pain, 

reduce the ache, 

until I once 

again

share

your embrace.

Embrace

Embrace

In and out, and all throughout, 

our inner thoughts do dwelve.

Side by side, we slip and slide, 

we come to know ourselves. 

I share my love, I give my self, 

until the day I die.

I think of you, thinking of me, 

I see me in your eyes. 

We two as one, never undone, 

our hearts do beat and race.

Barriers down, our souls do drown, 

in each sticky embrace. 

Angel

There is an angel watching over me;

he has been there for eternity;

he watches all and only dares to care. 

He is my light with sympathy;

he frees my mind with empathy;

the love he feels he only seeks to share. 

One day I will drift back to him;

the future as it's always been;

My soul restored and time to be as one.

Until that day he waits for me;

he lets me live completely free; 

But never again will leave our love undone. 

~~~

Image

Image not my dog but similar

What is life, when death lives on?

Our daily drudge, goes on and on.

We take for granted each day we see.

I took for granted you and me. 

And now you've gone, my heart has burst. 

To think of you, it only hurts. 

I can't believe, that full of life. 

It ended so soon, with so much strife.

If I had been there, at the end. 

Your broken life, I could have mend. 

I blame myself, you've gone away.

I hate my life. I hate that day.

But I'll think of you, with only love. 

Until we join, in lands above. 

So run and play, my boyhood friend. 

We'll be together, in the end.

Mitch Hewer ~ Soccerboy

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In silver light, their masks delight, they hide behind their veil. 

They spin such lucid tales, of lust they do avail. 

They compliment and flirt and fly to sow the seeds of desire, 

but quickly do their long spun tales drift unto the mire. 

So happy thoughts and caution taught, I explore this world of theirs. 

I now know how to hold it back, my inner-self not shared. 

But keep these imps at distance, and keep behind the line;

and we will see if love does hold given nothing more than time.

~.~

You Can Not Get To Know Me

You can not understand me. You can not get to know. 

You can not start to feel me. Unless you see the show.

It started in a far off place. My mind it drifted far. 

I left the dark behind me. I headed for a star. 

I spent my time there gazing, at all the pretty lights. 

I tried to think of happy thoughts, as he beat me through the night.

And when the sun returned, I found myself alone. 

I left the stars behind me and I returned to home. 

So if you come to see me, and if I'm not quite there. 

It's because I am in heaven, hiding from my fear.

~

Don't be chicken

D

STAY

If I took a cup of perfect 

and added a touch of spice. 

If measured out some meanness 

and just a dash of nice. 

If I took a pinch of shyness 

and a pound of lust or three. 

Would you spend a day just teasing 

then stay for eternity?

~

Volcano

Am I perfect?

Or good enough?

Like me this way?

Like it rough?

Want me naked?

Within your web?

Push me down, 

upon the bed. 

Keep me kicking 

round the house. 

Treat me badly, 

I'll be a mouse. 

But do ignore 

and fear my rage. 

I will erupt, 

this mortal cage.

~

Rasmus Ledin - my straight boyfriend

Beauty is a stolen look, 

a backward glance, 

a glimpse I took. 

Love is free, 

upon the air. 

As if by chance,

I would dare. 

I walked behind 

and came so close. 

A gentle brush, 

my overdose. 

Heaven scent, 

my thoughts to me. 

To be so close, 

your energy. 

Friction builds, 

I want to touch. 

Your very presence, 

I love so much. 

You share my sphere, 

my wonder world. 

If you were boy, 

and I was girl. 

I know that we 

would be as one. 

But as we are, 

our love undone. 

But I can dream 

of you instead. 

My straight boyfriend, 

in my bed.

My lover...

My lover...

take my hand

of wet

surf sand

and hold

me tight

at last.

Keep a grip

don't let me slip

firm within

your grasp.

Keep me safe

from all

that try. 

Keep me

close to you.

Be my shield

and be my world

and I'll

be that

to you.

The Wind

If I could dance, 
if I could sing, 
I would take flight, 
upon the wind.


I would soar high, 
unto the sky, 
and there I'd stay, 
with you in mind. 


If I could be 
with you today, 
I would take chance 
and heaven pray. 


For you to me 
are everything. 
As I take flight 
upon the wind.

Share Me

There is a part of ME that shines. 

It shines so bright, it is divine. 

Divine enough for all the world to see.

See the part of me beneath. 

Beneath the covers I retreat. 

Retreat and you will see what I bequeath. 

There is a part of me I dare. 

I dare because I really care. 

Care enough and you will come to share. 

Share the part of me to see. 

See me now and set me free. 

Free to love who I desire, I'm ME.

~