About this blog...

On this blog you will find the rambling thoughts and images a boy like me finds on the web. It is responses to my dilemma and experience. It's not rude or crude or stereotypical. Just me, just trying to be free, just learning to be myself...

Sunday, January 30, 2011

Labels - pfffffffft

Friday, January 28, 2011

A stolen kiss

When I'm with you and you're with me... together we are one. 
When I'm alone and you're not home... apart we are undone. 

When you hold me and I kiss you...the clouds begin to shine.
The sun does laugh the birds do sing... you feel so divine.

So hold me now and I'll hold you... tightly through the night. 
And never shall we part again... our future is so bright.

Tuesday, January 25, 2011

One Fun

And all the world shall pass us by, 
the space around, 
does collide.
Our thoughts and dreams begin to meld as one. 

My heart explodes, my head does spin, 
your warming touch, 
begins to win.
My only wish is one of joy and fun. 

For now I know of heavens door, 
and all I want,
is more and more. 
So come my one and never be undone.

Saturday, January 22, 2011

You only need to learn ...

A sideways glance, you look aside.
Their love, their joy, they do not hide. 
Such an affront to dignity, 
no shame or hidden humility. 

What comes of this youth, do they not see? 
The wrong, the right, the family. 
Through their misdeeds there can not be, 
no love, no life, no future. See? 

Can they not but learn our love for them?
It is our will, and they must bend. 
They must learn to be what's right. 
Shun their thoughts, take a wife. 

Trapped inside a goodly life. 
Their love will grow, throughout time. 
If they but bend to our desires, 
they shall find peace instead.

But no, they bend, to instant urge. 
Their life is gay, and so blurred.
Through pain of denial they should learn. 
That happiness is absurd.


You and Me will Bee

I look around
and what do I see?
I see you, 
I see me.

I wonder if 
it will ever be. 
Me with you, 
you with me. 

How could it be, 
how could we be? 
Me without you?
You without me?

For now we know, 
and now we see. 
Together we be, 
for eternity.

Our life will be, 
not normal see?
But you and me, 
will always be.

Thursday, January 13, 2011


You only see 
one side of me,
you know, 
what I meant.

You only see, 
half of me
the other side 
is spent. 

For I to you 
am only gay, 
not boy, not man, 
not gent. 
I am not tall, 
I am not smart, 
for all I am 
is bent.


River Delphi/Viiperi
You only see 
one side of me,
you know, 
what I meant.

You only see, 
half of me.
The other side 
is spent. 

For I to you 
am only gay, 
not boy, not man, 
not gent. 
I am not tall, 
I am not smart, 
for all I am 
is bent.

Tuesday, January 11, 2011

Home, boy, love, joy!

the light
and share 
with me 
this night. 

If you 
only knew, 
how I 
love you. 
never leave.


Saturday, January 8, 2011

Dedicated ...

I sat across from you and I just waited.
I tried to stare at your feet.
I never looked straight at you baby,
my thoughts just weren't complete.

My head would turn and I would glance about you,
the face that drove me wild.
I felt so small and so frustrated,
just like a confused child.

Please hold me tight,
into the night
and be with me
form memories.

When you looked back I seemed most distracted,
I made sure I did not see. 
I smiled a bit to let you know that I knew
what you thought of me.

You came across and stood right beside me,
my heart just stopped mid track.
You didn't move you just stood there waiting
and I just didn't react.

Please hold me tight,
into the night
and be with me
sweet ecstasy.

You stepped aside and as you bumped me
my gaze flew straight to your eyes.
The smile I saw was just meant for me
and there was no surprise.

You are the one that I was truly meant for
and I was meant for you.
You are the only one that I would die for
if we could not be two.

So hold me tight
Into the night
And be with me
form memories

So hold me tight
Into the night
And be with me
sweet ecstasy.

Friday, January 7, 2011

New Found Joy; New Found Boy

From friends there comes the new found joy, 
a sexy male, a stunning boy. 
His look alone stirs up my inner soul.

If you do find, a boy like mine, 
please share, and I will never tell. 
But young, like me, I am not fond of old!

Wednesday, January 5, 2011

summer and winter

Look at me.., 
as I fly. 
The summer bird, 
in winter's sky. 

But I am still.
Earth falls away. 
My fears, my love, 
they do stay.

The ground leaves me, 
I am reborn. 
The summer wind, 
the winter storm. 

But if you catch 
me in the air. 
You'll save my soul 
and quench my fear. 

So hold me tight, 
and don't let go. 
The summer sand, 
the winter snow.

Monday, January 3, 2011

My One True Love from Above

I lay by your side, your thoughts you can't hide, 
I can tell by the curl of your lip. 
Your eyes flutter more and your dreams they do soar. 
Your secrets let loose, they slip.

Your chest as it moans, your body does groan
I rest my hand loose on your side. 
Secrets unfold, tales that are told, 
all that shall be, shall not hide. 

You stir in your sleep, your hand it does sweep 
and covers mine, warm to my touch. 
Your love to me, is sweet ecstasy 
as I think how I love you so much. 

Your eyes open wide, your thoughts they do fly 
as I kiss you awake from above.
I cannot mistake, the love as it aches, 
my baby, my boy, my love.

Saturday, January 1, 2011

In Bed

Little boy blue 
come blow 
your horn. 
My loins astir 
on the dawn. 
My rod afire,
my heart desire. 
With you in 
my arms,
I bloom. 

Little boy red 
beside me in bed. 
You are my own 
So lay down 
your arms, 
bent by 
my charms 
and let me have 
my way.

Little boy green 
we make quite a scene. 
Lovers entwined 
in the bed. 
But don't 
look up now 
as I show you how 
young lovers 
should be 
once they wed.


A year has gone, I won't look back. 
I feel my soul renewed. 
I lay exposed upon this shore, 
my heart is open wide.

I only want to be with you, 
to feel my other half. 
To feel the warmth from your breath, 
to hear your gentle laugh.

The smile that twists your upper lip, 
the eyes that shine for me. 
For you and I will always be, 
we are our destiny.