About this blog...

On this blog you will find the rambling thoughts and images a boy like me finds on the web. It is responses to my dilemma and experience. It's not rude or crude or stereotypical. Just me, just trying to be free, just learning to be myself...

Wednesday, October 27, 2010

???

I knew him well,
I love him still,
I don't know 
what to do. 


Suddenly 
he disappeared, 
right out of the blue. 

I tried to see 
if I could ask, 
my messages 
hit a wall. 
My friend was gone, 
his lasting song, 
I feel so lost, 
... so small. 


I missed my chance 
to reach him back, 
gone before I tried. 
His parting words 
did confuse me so, 
my heart has partly died. 


So please come back, 
our loving friend. 
Let not this be the end. 

There's nothing done, 
our friendship can't, 
easily, 
hopefully 
mend.

Saturday, October 23, 2010

The Sun, the moon, the earth, the sea ...

He is the sun...
... I am his moon. 

A golden ball...
... a silver spoon. 

A love not lost ...
... it came so soon. 

My heart is healed... 
... within there's room. 

So take my hand
and laugh with me.

You are the earth ... 
... I am your sea. 

~

Friday, October 22, 2010

My love

As summer goes, who really knows?

.... life just keeps getting better

I live my life, free of strife,

I am a life 'go getter'.

I dream of boys and summer joys,

my life it hold no bounds

I sweat under, the spring summer

and yearn for lovers sounds.

A pebble beach, beyond my reach,

I miss that last hand hold.

The last we kissed, that day I miss

I will, one day, be whole.




I miss you so very, very much.
You are my other half.
Without you I can not laugh.
F*ck this, marry me.

Sunday, October 10, 2010

Beijos

You only get 
a glimpse
of me, 
the world stands by 
and waits to see. 
More there is 
but not on show, 
I told you what 
there is to know. 
For if I shared 
'all of me',
there would be 
no 'mystery'. 
And what 
you really 
thought of me,
would all 
be gone,
an 
empty dream.

But suddenly 
I'm back 
to peek
there's more 
to see, 
more to seek. 

Saturday, October 2, 2010

Playing around

Up, 
down, 
spin 
around, 
jumped 
so fast 
my pants 
fell down. 
I was 
lucky 
you 
weren't 
here, 
pants 
and all, 
my soul 
to bare.

Forgive me

I stood and gazed 
on time gone by, 
the time we stood, 
both side by side.
Nothing of 
our past to hide, 
we tested love 
and really tried. 

As summer set 
and time slid by, 
our time was up, 
an autumn sigh. 
And so it's time 
to say goodbye. 
Adieu my friend, 
I step aside.