Reflections

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All thoughts are done, 

all songs are sung. 

My glass is empty, see?

The tap runs dry, 

friends by and by, 

In the mirror, I can't, 

see me.

I look about, 

within, without, 

I search for company. 

An empty room, 

a wilted bloom. 

there nothing more 
to see.

Arthur Sales

You begin for me, as from a dream, 

a sight to behold, a sight unseen. 

Your beauty drives out a cold and cloudy day. 

~

The birds do sing, as light you bring, 

my heart does ring to everything. 

Your presence brings sunshine out to play.

After the rain

After the rain and the pain is gone
life renews and life goes on.

The sun takes a breath 

and starts to climb the sky.

After the last shadow retreats

life returns to its steady beat. 

The sun returns 

to warm the coldest day.

Life Undone

Traumatised and

brutalised.

Once despised,

immortalized.

Never cries,

never tries,

undone.

Tried disguise,

pretty eyes,

still chastised,

then deprived.

Once surprised,

death defied,

he's gone.

Bounced right back,

kept on track,

twisted wrack,

rebounded smack.

Fight right back,

quick come back,

he won.

Life is not

a pretty game,

never won,

never tame.

Make the most,

drop the ghost,

have fun.

Learn to Skate!

It's not too late, 

to learn to skate. 

So try it if you dare. 

To roll so fast, 

life's a blast, 

flying through the air. 

Then there's that sound, 

you hit the ground, 

the rolling thunder balls. 

For when I skate, 

I inflate, 

I'm suddenly 10 feet all.

Angel

There is an angel watching over me;

he has been there for eternity;

he watches all and only dares to care. 

He is my light with sympathy;

he frees my mind with empathy;

the love he feels he only seeks to share. 

One day I will drift back to him;

the future as it's always been;

My soul restored and time to be as one.

Until that day he waits for me;

he lets me live completely free; 

But never again will leave our love undone. 

~~~

In silver light, their masks delight, they hide behind their veil. 

They spin such lucid tales, of lust they do avail. 

They compliment and flirt and fly to sow the seeds of desire, 

but quickly do their long spun tales drift unto the mire. 

So happy thoughts and caution taught, I explore this world of theirs. 

I now know how to hold it back, my inner-self not shared. 

But keep these imps at distance, and keep behind the line;

and we will see if love does hold given nothing more than time.

~.~

You Can Not Get To Know Me

You can not understand me. You can not get to know. 

You can not start to feel me. Unless you see the show.

It started in a far off place. My mind it drifted far. 

I left the dark behind me. I headed for a star. 

I spent my time there gazing, at all the pretty lights. 

I tried to think of happy thoughts, as he beat me through the night.

And when the sun returned, I found myself alone. 

I left the stars behind me and I returned to home. 

So if you come to see me, and if I'm not quite there. 

It's because I am in heaven, hiding from my fear.

~

STAY

If I took a cup of perfect 

and added a touch of spice. 

If measured out some meanness 

and just a dash of nice. 

If I took a pinch of shyness 

and a pound of lust or three. 

Would you spend a day just teasing 

then stay for eternity?

~

Volcano

Am I perfect?

Or good enough?

Like me this way?

Like it rough?

Want me naked?

Within your web?

Push me down, 

upon the bed. 

Keep me kicking 

round the house. 

Treat me badly, 

I'll be a mouse. 

But do ignore 

and fear my rage. 

I will erupt, 

this mortal cage.

~

Share Me

There is a part of ME that shines. 

It shines so bright, it is divine. 

Divine enough for all the world to see.

See the part of me beneath. 

Beneath the covers I retreat. 

Retreat and you will see what I bequeath. 

There is a part of me I dare. 

I dare because I really care. 

Care enough and you will come to share. 

Share the part of me to see. 

See me now and set me free. 

Free to love who I desire, I'm ME.

~

A Year

As summer ends

and fades the day, 

I glance aback 

to yesterday. 

I think of us 

and what we mean 

to me.

As Autumn dawns 

and leaves do drop, 

our past reserved 

but not forgot. 

I think of us 

and what we still 

could be. 

As Winters chill 

begins its yawn, 

a frosty start, 

a chilly dawn. 

I think of us 

and what is planned 

you see.

As Spring does burst 

from shattered night, 

the birds aloft 

in scattered flight, 

but home to roost

you come, 

our destiny.

Falling Down

Falling up, falling down,

falling in and around.

Touch the sky, learn to fly, 

never touch the ground.

Falling you, falling me,

live my life, happily. 

All I want 

is for us, to be.

Fool me once, fool me twice, 

share my love, share my vice.

We can be, so happy, I adore.

Take my hand, hold it tight, 

kiss me slowly, through the night.

Be with me, be my love, some more.

No Angel

I am no angel. I am just me. 

I sit here alone, my heart wanders free. 

It belongs to an angel, from heaven above. 

He came from the stars, I gave him my love. 

So when you next see me, burning so bright. 

Know that my love, lights up heaven tonight.

~.~

Tait Hughes Geijer

Colour me green, colour me blue.

Paint me in

pictures, as I colour you. 

Imagine a scene, 

where we have

once been. Remember the part, when you stole my heart. 

Believe in the love, that we always share. Know that I love you, know that I care. 

We parted as friends, so it never ends. Paint me in memories, as we become men.

Colour me purple, colour me red. Paint me a rainbow, over my bed.

When I think of You

When I think of You

If I thought of what you meant to me,

I would only think of smiles.

If I thought of all our memories,

it would take quite a while.

If I thought of the love I hold for you,

I would only break my heart.

For if I try to recall a thing,

it means that we're apart.

But when I lie right next to you,

I think of no such things.

I only feel, I only trust

My heart, my love, my sin.

My Salvation

A single drop, it forms on skin,

of my perspiration.

A single thought, it forms akin,

as of my own creation.

A single voice, as if by choice, 

I file on this occasion. 

Accept me, or let me free, 

I ask of this nation.

Do not hem or still this tide, 

I only want my nature. 

To be with, whom I deserve,

on this occasion. 

I fancy not the juggernaut, 

of 2.3 creations. 

I only want, the one I love, 

and I will find salvation.

Let me be. Let me love. Let me be loved.

Banana Boy

Look at me! I'm so free!

I bounce across the floor. 

I'm upside down! I spin around!

Then I bounce out the door.

I'm carefree! You don't scare me!

So take away the drama. 

But be nice, and throw in spice

and I'll show you my banana.

I am your Golden BOY!

I am your Golden BOY!

I set my heart in wheaten field, my resolve drew me on. 

I fancied dreams of flight reborn, as I walked along. 

I could not dream of our embrace without your warming touch.
I have to say how much I miss, I love you oh so much. 

When you're away my thoughts do fly, I dream my golden boy.

Of happiness and warming smiles, my life so full of joy.

When we walk on, hand in hand the world does stop and stare. 

They think these boys, gone wild, are mad, I hope they lose that fear. 

For what scares them is love unbound and daring to be free. 

They see our love, they see us two, they see that we are free. 

Two boys in love, two boys in hand, two boys together as one.

Their looks of shame and wanton blame will never make undone. 

For what do we care of them, their sad and lonely lives. 

When all we see is rainbows, through our own loving eyes. 

So come back soon and be with me and share my bed again. 

And we will be, forever free, our love will bear no shame.

This week my other half is in Paris. Leading a life so different to my own reality that when he comes back to me it feels as if a dream. But he comes back to me, always to me. And I will always be here for him or go with him. For eternity. This blog is for him, to him, about me and him. I love you babe. Beijos

I swear

Is it me, or is it you? The things we say? The things we do?

You know the way, that I always, think of you.

Is it us? They way we trust? The way we love? And love we must?

You know the love, that we share, we two.

You are the boy, who I adore. I can only, love you more. 

Your eyes draw, me deep, into your soul. 

Only time, will ever tell, if we are right, and right to sell,

to each other, the love, we must share.

I'd only die, if I could not, be with you, the one I love, 

I trust to you, my slender love, I swear.