About this blog...

On this blog you will find the rambling thoughts and images a boy like me finds on the web. It is responses to my dilemma and experience. It's not rude or crude or stereotypical. Just me, just trying to be free, just learning to be myself...

Saturday, November 27, 2010

Drifting On

And in the sun, 
beside the sea, 
my thoughts drift on, 
from you to me. 
I wonder if 
one day we'll be, 
once again.

And in the dawn, 
a stifled yawn, 
I rise 
from nightly rest. 
A hand glides down 
from shoulder blade 
and slips 
across my chest. 

I know those fingers, 
I feel that touch, 
I kiss
the warmth 
in you. 
I always knew 
you would return, 
and we 
would be 
as two.

Tuesday, November 23, 2010


I once saw a bird 
that sat in my tree. 

He sang me such songs, 
a sweet melody. 

He was put in a cage, 
which upset me; 

so I broke down the door 

and set that bird free.

Friday, November 19, 2010


Is it just me? Please set me free. I ache to get away. 

I feel constrained, so wholly reigned. I do so want to play. 

I swell with love, I bust with lust, I need to have my way. 

So set me free, and we shall see. It's time to run and play. 

Wednesday, November 17, 2010

No Words

To know me well
is to know me more,
my words and charms
will never bore.
There is no chance
that I shall speak,
it's not because
I'm mild or meek.
For when you wait
for me to say,
my words they just
do go away.
My tounge swells up,
my teeth are clenched
and not one word
shall be wrenched.
It's not because
I can't so speak,
it is because
my words don't meet.

The selective mute,
he is so cute,
he listens very well.
But if you wait
for words to come,
time will never tell.

Saturday, November 13, 2010


I stood upon 
a white sand beach, 
I gazed at waves 
beyond my reach, 
I dreamed across
the ocean depth 

I waited for 
that very day, 
when I could take 
your hand and lay 
my head upon 
your chest 
once more. 

The simple things 
I like the most, 
the chance to hear 
your heart beat lost, 
My heart 
will once more 
be belonged. 

For you to me 
are everything, 
you make my soul 
begin to sing, 
together our love ... 
we will explore.

Friday, November 12, 2010

Who is he?

I am a crazy guy,
you see?
So deep and full 
of mystery. 
I like to hang 
and dance about. 
I like to scream 
and laugh and shout. 
But if you ask me 
what's inside.
My heart, my love, 
I try to hide. 
You only see 
the bouncing boy. 
So happy, 
full of joy. 
For if you saw 
my inner soul. 
All would be gone, 
all would be told. 
So best I keep 
myself to me. 
And keep you guessing, 
who is he?

And so it goes...

They come and go like fallen snow, 
   so light and soft to touch. 

You hardly notice them appear, 
   and miss them oh so much. 

The ones you loves, the ones you know 
   are here for now then gone. 

If only I had spent more time 
   so they would stay more long. 

So spare your tears and wipe your eyes 
   and wait for more to come. 

And pretty soon they reappear. 
   No friendship comes undone.

Saturday, November 6, 2010

Steady Beating

A special look, not one mistook, you know what I am thinking. 
My pulse is raised, a steady beat, my heart is steady beating.

I feel the kindred of our souls, I'm glad of this meeting. 
So come on close, don't be morose, and give to me your greeting. 

So lift my hand, and take me up, and hold me in your arms. 
Whisper, smile, stroke, beguile, warm me with your charms.

I knew at once, when we first met, that we would be forever.
I had no doubt, that even without, our love would grow together. 

Just look at me, and can't you see, the love that we once knew?
I am your boy, you are my joy, our love just grew and grew.

~ ~ ~

Wednesday, November 3, 2010

Can you see me?

Can you see me?
Am I cute?
I'm a boy 
of ill repute.

I will try 
most anything. 
Here's my number, 
make it ring.

Take a chance
and contact me.
I'll bare my soul 
and set you free.

Please don't wait
and mullify, 
'cause while you do...
I might die.

Monday, November 1, 2010

I am not a fool

You mean me? It couldn't be. I just got out of school. 

I will do, what I want. I'll break every rule. 

Sneer at me, I'll sneer right back. I'm so super cool.

Treat me right, or say goodbye. I am not a fool. 

~ ~ ~