About this blog...

On this blog you will find the rambling thoughts and images a boy like me finds on the web. It is responses to my dilemma and experience. It's not rude or crude or stereotypical. Just me, just trying to be free, just learning to be myself...

Tuesday, January 24, 2012


Is the sky defined by its colour, so blue?
Does the wind once blown, return or renew?
Does the sun once its shone, die for the day? 
Does the moon change monthly or does it stay?

The way I feel and think of you,
is never with sadness, never quite blue. 
I think of the joy we had in the past 
and hold on to love; a love that will last. 

So be well my baby. Be by my side..
and share in this love, I wear it with pride.

Saturday, January 21, 2012


Within a glint of green-gold light, 
I see at first what is in sight,
my mind it lights a spark, possibly. 
Within the realm of thought tonight, 
my dreams turn on and oh so bright, 
I see the signs of burning love 
for me. 
But is this thought a lonely soul?
Imagination, tales untold?
The dawn it brings along reality. 
It is my fate, it shall be free. 
It is my choice, frivolity. 
It is a laugh, it is delight, 
it is escape - tonight.


Wednesday, January 11, 2012

The Naked Beach

If I sat naked, as if in a dream, would it be beauty? 
Or something obscene?

The waves beat my breast, the sand drags me down, 
the ocean deserts me, a body half drowned.

If I was to hope, to be by your side, 
would you welcome me back or just try and hide?

One day we shall meet, united again, 
despite all the tides, our hearts they will mend. 

I long for the day, to lay by your side, 
nothing but love, nothing to hide.


Tuesday, January 10, 2012

The Morning Mist

First light, clock, wake, body-ache.
Stretch, shower, water, clean.
Hair, dry, products, sore eyes.
Look, turn, check, alright.
Rush, drive, headlights, arrive.
Mist, dawn, birds, song.
Find, place, pose, wait.
Turn, stare, numb..

Monday, January 9, 2012


Before the dark comes the light. 

I come to you in deep midnight.

Hidden by the mud of yesterday.

So come with me and be set free. 

And live together ... happily.

I only want to laugh and to play.

Monday, January 2, 2012


Unspoken is a hidden thought, 
the truth cuts through, emotions caught. 
A sudden glance, a sideways look, alone. 

Careful as you come on by, 
you close the gap ... as if I'm shy. 
You stand so close I feel you in my bones.

With warmth and charm, you try, disarm. 
No doubt or waiver sends my alarm. 
I feel your trust, your warmth, your tone, advance.

You take my hand and steer me out.
Alone at last, no hidden doubt.
You steal on close and then you take your chance. 

Received by me, pure ecstasy, 
walls laid bare, emotions shared. 
Relief to find a welcome on my lips. 

Sunday, January 1, 2012

Spin Me Round

You spin me right round, baby
right round like a record, baby
Right round round round
You spin me right round, baby
Right round like a record, baby
Right round round round