About this blog...

On this blog you will find the rambling thoughts and images a boy like me finds on the web. It is responses to my dilemma and experience. It's not rude or crude or stereotypical. Just me, just trying to be free, just learning to be myself...

Showing posts with label Abused. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Abused. Show all posts

Tuesday, May 31, 2011

Life Undone

Traumatised and
brutalised.
Once despised,
immortalized.
Never cries,
never tries,
undone.

Tried disguise,
pretty eyes,
still chastised,
then deprived.
Once surprised,
death defied,
he's gone.

Bounced right back,
kept on track,
twisted wrack,
rebounded smack.
Fight right back,
quick come back,
he won.

Life is not
a pretty game,
never won,
never tame.
Make the most,
drop the ghost,
have fun.

Friday, April 22, 2011

You Can Not Get To Know Me


You can not understand me. You can not get to know. 
You can not start to feel me. Unless you see the show.
It started in a far off place. My mind it drifted far. 
I left the dark behind me. I headed for a star. 

I spent my time there gazing, at all the pretty lights. 
I tried to think of happy thoughts, as he beat me through the night.
And when the sun returned, I found myself alone. 
I left the stars behind me and I returned to home. 

So if you come to see me, and if I'm not quite there. 
It's because I am in heaven, hiding from my fear.

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