FLAG

I stand before you, undefined.

Yet to make up my own mind.

All I know is what I think and feel.

Don't push me in a labelled box.

Don't tie me down with chains and locks.

Just give me time to find what is real. 

The Stare

Desensitized and mystified, 

          death defied by suicide, 

                    memerized by what he sees.

Horrified and immortalized, 

          rectified by truth... besides, 

                    what else can there be?

Take a look, a lasting look, 

take a picture, write a book, 

what is it that you see?

Behind my stare I lay quite bare, 

I never thought I'd ever care, 

behind this stare, my veneer... 

is me...      see?

Sometimes

~

Sometimes it's time to come, 

sometimes it's time to go.

Sometimes it's time to leave, 

before we get to know;

If what we have in common,

is only just for show.

Or if we have something more. 

We will never know.

~

Forever Lovers

 The earth it birthed me once again.

The rain ran through my mortal vein.

The wind, it blew, it's breath on me.

The sun, it warmed, my inner being.

And slowly as I did start to rise, 

you came behind and to my surprise, 

you touched my soul with your fiery eyes, 

and we became two, forever tied.

Exception

I once did dream of summer skies, as I looked into your smiling eyes, 

but there I saw to my surprise, the warmth of your love and no disguise.

I see in your face every thought you think, as into your arms my heart does sink. 

I trust you more than I trust myself. I love you without exception.

And if by chance I touch your hand, my soul does lift and leave this land, 

and heaven sent it soars above, as I explore our eternal love. 

Were we by chance not meant to be? I can't imagine love you see,

with anyone else, but you and me. I love you without exception.

 

A cloud drifted slowly...

A cloud drifted slowly

across the high noon sky. 

A bird tweeted sweetly 

at you and at I. 

The sun it did smile

as we two hand in hand, 

crossed the ocean laughing 

and settled on the land. 

Feet settled slowly,

reality did bite. 

If that was fun

just think...

what we might do tonight.

See me

The sun, it dawns, upon the day. 

I come to you, it's time to play. 

When you awake, what do you see? 

For you I want, to just see me.

Face

In the morning, 

when I awake, 

I think of you, 

until its late. 

I think of you 

until I go 

to bed. 

And when I dream,

I dream of you. 

The only thing,

I think to do.

The only thoughts 

that enter,

in my head. 

I trace your lips, 

with finger tips, 

I brush your hair 

with heavens care. 

My breath upon 

your naked neck,

I kiss your face.

I only dream, 

to be awake, 

and ease the pain, 

reduce the ache, 

until I once 

again

share

your embrace.

Don't be chicken

D

Volcano

Am I perfect?

Or good enough?

Like me this way?

Like it rough?

Want me naked?

Within your web?

Push me down, 

upon the bed. 

Keep me kicking 

round the house. 

Treat me badly, 

I'll be a mouse. 

But do ignore 

and fear my rage. 

I will erupt, 

this mortal cage.

~

Rasmus Ledin - my straight boyfriend

Beauty is a stolen look, 

a backward glance, 

a glimpse I took. 

Love is free, 

upon the air. 

As if by chance,

I would dare. 

I walked behind 

and came so close. 

A gentle brush, 

my overdose. 

Heaven scent, 

my thoughts to me. 

To be so close, 

your energy. 

Friction builds, 

I want to touch. 

Your very presence, 

I love so much. 

You share my sphere, 

my wonder world. 

If you were boy, 

and I was girl. 

I know that we 

would be as one. 

But as we are, 

our love undone. 

But I can dream 

of you instead. 

My straight boyfriend, 

in my bed.

My lover...

My lover...

take my hand

of wet

surf sand

and hold

me tight

at last.

Keep a grip

don't let me slip

firm within

your grasp.

Keep me safe

from all

that try. 

Keep me

close to you.

Be my shield

and be my world

and I'll

be that

to you.

Share Me

There is a part of ME that shines. 

It shines so bright, it is divine. 

Divine enough for all the world to see.

See the part of me beneath. 

Beneath the covers I retreat. 

Retreat and you will see what I bequeath. 

There is a part of me I dare. 

I dare because I really care. 

Care enough and you will come to share. 

Share the part of me to see. 

See me now and set me free. 

Free to love who I desire, I'm ME.

~

Saturday

Saturday,

oh what a day,

I wake up in the morn.

Sports today,

time to play,

my muscles to be worn.

Comes the night,

darkened lights,

time to share my love.

Party sounds,

stir the hounds,

my loins allowing of.

Restless times,

steady rhymes,

I listen to the beat.

Heady noise,

with the boys,

Dancing off my feet.

Comes at last, 

my repast, 

warm his cold embrace.

Frantic hands, 

lust abounds, 

then gone without a trace.

Tait Hughes Geijer

Colour me green, colour me blue.

Paint me in

pictures, as I colour you. 

Imagine a scene, 

where we have

once been. Remember the part, when you stole my heart. 

Believe in the love, that we always share. Know that I love you, know that I care. 

We parted as friends, so it never ends. Paint me in memories, as we become men.

Colour me purple, colour me red. Paint me a rainbow, over my bed.

When I think of You

When I think of You

If I thought of what you meant to me,

I would only think of smiles.

If I thought of all our memories,

it would take quite a while.

If I thought of the love I hold for you,

I would only break my heart.

For if I try to recall a thing,

it means that we're apart.

But when I lie right next to you,

I think of no such things.

I only feel, I only trust

My heart, my love, my sin.

My Salvation

A single drop, it forms on skin,

of my perspiration.

A single thought, it forms akin,

as of my own creation.

A single voice, as if by choice, 

I file on this occasion. 

Accept me, or let me free, 

I ask of this nation.

Do not hem or still this tide, 

I only want my nature. 

To be with, whom I deserve,

on this occasion. 

I fancy not the juggernaut, 

of 2.3 creations. 

I only want, the one I love, 

and I will find salvation.

Let me be. Let me love. Let me be loved.

I looked across a crowded room 

and saw my love that night.
My breath it stopped, my heart it popped, 

my chest became so tight.
I knew that I, had found at once, 

my other half indeed.
I only hoped, that they would dare, 

and fall in love with me.

And when I glanced, as if by chance, 

my mind went blank indeed.
My smile returned, my soul it yearned, 

my love sent back to me.
So from that day, come what may, 

I knew that love was true.
I knew the we, would forever be, 

you and me, 

we two.

I swear

Is it me, or is it you? The things we say? The things we do?

You know the way, that I always, think of you.

Is it us? They way we trust? The way we love? And love we must?

You know the love, that we share, we two.

You are the boy, who I adore. I can only, love you more. 

Your eyes draw, me deep, into your soul. 

Only time, will ever tell, if we are right, and right to sell,

to each other, the love, we must share.

I'd only die, if I could not, be with you, the one I love, 

I trust to you, my slender love, I swear.

Hide N Seek

You can not see me
if you tried.
Behind this mask
I always hide.
You get to know me
only bit by bit.

So come in close
and be my friend.
But soon you know
there'll be an end.
Just now
I can't quite think
of it.

For I won't think
of all I hurt.
My false pretense
is quite absurd.
But I will play this game
until the end.

You send your love,
I reply in kind.
I slowly delve into
your mind.
Your broken heart
will never
truly mend.

So laugh with me
and laugh away.
All of your cares
I do but sway.
Give to me you trust
and only love.

For I will take it all
and more,
as you love the boy
you so adore,
and I will leave you
nothing...
but pain, lost love and sadness.