About this blog...

On this blog you will find the rambling thoughts and images a boy like me finds on the web. It is responses to my dilemma and experience. It's not rude or crude or stereotypical. Just me, just trying to be free, just learning to be myself...

Saturday, February 27, 2010


Your day shall be as ne'er before
A day of love and to explore.
Your deepest wish and dark desire,
A tiny spark, a sudden fire
Your life has yet, just begun,
A life of joy, so have some fun.

Monday, February 22, 2010

Hayden Christensen ~ Lacoste

Lacoste just loves trampolines!

Saturday, February 20, 2010

Hold My Hand

And by your side,
I am found,
I no longer have to try.
Now I know,
my life has just begun,
I have only just begun to understand.

So bear with me,
walk beside me and hold my hand.
Walk into the light,
with me and beyond,
My lover, my soul-mate, my friend,
Life with you has no end.

Friday, February 19, 2010

Love beyond reach

I wrote your name upon the sand,
the sea it washed it from the land.

I wrote your name across the sky,
the clouds then came and drifted by.

I wrote your name upon the sea,
the wind came up and set it free.

I wrote your name upon the dawn,
the sun came up and made it morn.

I wrote your name across my heart,
there it stays, it will not part.


I lick up
I lick down

Lick inside
Lick around

When I lick
I never stop

So come and be
My Lollipop

Tuesday, February 9, 2010


There was a boy of joyous lore,
I only wish I knew him more.
His words to me are heavenly,
His soul apart it breathed to me.
His mind, his glow, his every word
I knew him not, it seemed absurd.
But though I knew not who he was,
I loved him more, just because.

I love Santy : )


Fue una mirada,
un frenesí de besos,
una lujuria de sentimientos.
Fue un instante sin fin,
sin tiempo para soñar.
y entonces despertamos,
. .. y seguimos amándonos.

Santy me quiere mucho :)


You would find
beyond summer's reach,
a desert isle,
a white sand beach.
You would find time
to rest a while,
a cooling breeze,
a lively smile.
And there you would
just find your dream,
new found chance
and love supreme.
For when you take
the time to rest,
you find your love
upon your breast.

Tuesday, February 2, 2010

Banned on YouTube

This video was posted on YouTube. It was flagged for containing nudity or being sexually provocative. There is no nudity. You can judge how sexually provocative it is. YouTube agreed with the flagger and removed it and suspended my channel.

The good news is I now know how to appeal and get the contact details of the flagger. So I will definitely do that next time.

Monday, February 1, 2010

A hat, A sleep, A lone

Oh what I have seen, and where I have been.
On heaven and earth, of sadness and mirth.
I spy on this sight, outrageous delight,
and just as I light, a sight to ignite.

He inspires my young soul, so let it be told:
I find in this boy, my ever lasting joy.
He holds my own heart, and never shall part,
the life that I had and shall have.

~ Marcus