About this blog...

On this blog you will find the rambling thoughts and images a boy like me finds on the web. It is responses to my dilemma and experience. It's not rude or crude or stereotypical. Just me, just trying to be free, just learning to be myself...

Saturday, May 5, 2012

Sailing On

Suddenly and slowly, 
drifts across the sky. 
Catches on a breeze, 
sails on mountain high. 
Searches for a trace of 
laughter on your lips. 
Tattered sails, trailing ropes, 
memory, it slips. 
My skins stands at attention, 
waiting for your touch. 
I only want for you to know, 
I miss you, oh so much.

Tuesday, April 3, 2012

Tim Harfield

I wish upon an evening star,
a Lamborghini for my car. 
A billions dollars for a whim...
and oh to spend the day with him!

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Saturday, March 10, 2012


One of my internet heroes.

Jamie Ryan Dee

Amidst the weeds a flower grew, steadily it climbed.
Unto the sky it grew so high, so beautiful, sublime.
So fresh, so new, so welcoming, a butterfly landed there. 
And so began a perfect match, between those who share.

The Day

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I went outside and saw the sun, 
it was a happy day. 
Day went fast, was not to last, 
the sun it went away. 
Away went I onto a hill, 
to see the bright night sky. 
Sky so dark and so alive, 
I thought of you and I.
I only know, when we're apart, 
I couldn't love you more. 
More could ne'er describe my joy,
when you walk in the door.

Friday, March 2, 2012

Reece Mastin

My sweet destiny

He tumbled out of a clear blue sky, 
into my arms so I could cry. 
I cry a little softer every day. 
He made my life quite replete, 
no other love can compete. 
I only hoped that he was here to stay.

His passing voice I often hear, 
his presence far but I feel him near. 
If only things had gone another way. 
I stand alone and quietly wait, 
for his return, my love to sate. 
My hope, my dreams, my childhood love, to stay.

He has returned, I am set free, 
to live my love, sweet destiny. 
His warmth, his charm, his soft embrace, all mine. 

I hold him close, I hold him now. 
I shall not break our lovers vow. 
His warmth, his charm, his soft embrace, all mine.


Saturday, February 25, 2012

N e w s


You need to know, I know not when.

A day will come, and be the end.
All time will stop, but not forgot.
All those days, you didn't lose.

So use them now, I don't know how.
Just make the most, of every hour. 
All seconds count, your life to mount.
So make the most, with who you choose.


And if per chance, you happen to glance 
at my parthian shot, at all. 
You'll see for sure, me self demure,
my pants about to fall. 

Monday, February 20, 2012

Reece Mastin - X Factor AUS 2011 Winner

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Sunday, February 19, 2012

The Birth

Suddenly and softly, 
seeks the world around. 
Breaks the withheld silence, 
kills it with a sound. 
First breath, shakes death. 
Opens up a life. 
Warmth, rest, 
struggles, breast.. 
comfort, warmth, delight!

Saturday, February 18, 2012

Black & Gray

To see the world, in another light. 
Without prejudging, without insight. 
To take afresh and not dismiss, okay?
To drop our fears and stand up tall.
Dismiss all labels, drop the small.  
To recognise our love, for once and all.

If I could live my life alive, 
no more worries, nothing to hide. 
I promise not to break your world, with love.

Thursday, February 16, 2012

Divine Angels

An angel cried..
cold and white. 
The sky turned..
black alright. 
The stars dimmed 
and failed to light.

The sun froze..
and didn't climb. 
The clock stopped..
and all lost time.
My heart pounded..
My breath stopped.

Wednesday, February 8, 2012


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All thoughts are done, 
all songs are sung. 
My glass is empty, see?

The tap runs dry, 
friends by and by, 
In the mirror, I can't, 
see me.

I look about, 
within, without, 
I search for company. 

An empty room, 
a wilted bloom. 
there nothing more 
to see.

Tuesday, January 24, 2012


Is the sky defined by its colour, so blue?
Does the wind once blown, return or renew?
Does the sun once its shone, die for the day? 
Does the moon change monthly or does it stay?

The way I feel and think of you,
is never with sadness, never quite blue. 
I think of the joy we had in the past 
and hold on to love; a love that will last. 

So be well my baby. Be by my side..
and share in this love, I wear it with pride.

Saturday, January 21, 2012


Within a glint of green-gold light, 
I see at first what is in sight,
my mind it lights a spark, possibly. 
Within the realm of thought tonight, 
my dreams turn on and oh so bright, 
I see the signs of burning love 
for me. 
But is this thought a lonely soul?
Imagination, tales untold?
The dawn it brings along reality. 
It is my fate, it shall be free. 
It is my choice, frivolity. 
It is a laugh, it is delight, 
it is escape - tonight.


Wednesday, January 11, 2012

The Naked Beach

If I sat naked, as if in a dream, would it be beauty? 
Or something obscene?

The waves beat my breast, the sand drags me down, 
the ocean deserts me, a body half drowned.

If I was to hope, to be by your side, 
would you welcome me back or just try and hide?

One day we shall meet, united again, 
despite all the tides, our hearts they will mend. 

I long for the day, to lay by your side, 
nothing but love, nothing to hide.


Tuesday, January 10, 2012

The Morning Mist

First light, clock, wake, body-ache.
Stretch, shower, water, clean.
Hair, dry, products, sore eyes.
Look, turn, check, alright.
Rush, drive, headlights, arrive.
Mist, dawn, birds, song.
Find, place, pose, wait.
Turn, stare, numb..

Monday, January 9, 2012


Before the dark comes the light. 

I come to you in deep midnight.

Hidden by the mud of yesterday.

So come with me and be set free. 

And live together ... happily.

I only want to laugh and to play.

Monday, January 2, 2012


Unspoken is a hidden thought, 
the truth cuts through, emotions caught. 
A sudden glance, a sideways look, alone. 

Careful as you come on by, 
you close the gap ... as if I'm shy. 
You stand so close I feel you in my bones.

With warmth and charm, you try, disarm. 
No doubt or waiver sends my alarm. 
I feel your trust, your warmth, your tone, advance.

You take my hand and steer me out.
Alone at last, no hidden doubt.
You steal on close and then you take your chance. 

Received by me, pure ecstasy, 
walls laid bare, emotions shared. 
Relief to find a welcome on my lips. 

Sunday, January 1, 2012

Spin Me Round

You spin me right round, baby
right round like a record, baby
Right round round round
You spin me right round, baby
Right round like a record, baby
Right round round round