Unspoken

Unspoken is a hidden thought, 

the truth cuts through, emotions caught. 

A sudden glance, a sideways look, alone. 

Careful as you come on by, 

you close the gap ... as if I'm shy. 

You stand so close I feel you in my bones.

With warmth and charm, you try, disarm. 

No doubt or waiver sends my alarm. 

I feel your trust, your warmth, your tone, advance.

You take my hand and steer me out.

Alone at last, no hidden doubt.

You steal on close and then you take your chance. 

Received by me, pure ecstasy, 

walls laid bare, emotions shared. 

Relief to find a welcome on my lips. 

It's True

It's true!

It's true, they say;

I heard it once.

A week, a day;

or was it months?

I know, I learned;

as if by chance.

The myth, the truth;

I learned to dance.

Rasmus Ledin - my straight boyfriend

Beauty is a stolen look, 

a backward glance, 

a glimpse I took. 

Love is free, 

upon the air. 

As if by chance,

I would dare. 

I walked behind 

and came so close. 

A gentle brush, 

my overdose. 

Heaven scent, 

my thoughts to me. 

To be so close, 

your energy. 

Friction builds, 

I want to touch. 

Your very presence, 

I love so much. 

You share my sphere, 

my wonder world. 

If you were boy, 

and I was girl. 

I know that we 

would be as one. 

But as we are, 

our love undone. 

But I can dream 

of you instead. 

My straight boyfriend, 

in my bed.

A Year

As summer ends

and fades the day, 

I glance aback 

to yesterday. 

I think of us 

and what we mean 

to me.

As Autumn dawns 

and leaves do drop, 

our past reserved 

but not forgot. 

I think of us 

and what we still 

could be. 

As Winters chill 

begins its yawn, 

a frosty start, 

a chilly dawn. 

I think of us 

and what is planned 

you see.

As Spring does burst 

from shattered night, 

the birds aloft 

in scattered flight, 

but home to roost

you come, 

our destiny.

Falling Down

Falling up, falling down,

falling in and around.

Touch the sky, learn to fly, 

never touch the ground.

Falling you, falling me,

live my life, happily. 

All I want 

is for us, to be.

Fool me once, fool me twice, 

share my love, share my vice.

We can be, so happy, I adore.

Take my hand, hold it tight, 

kiss me slowly, through the night.

Be with me, be my love, some more.

No Angel

I am no angel. I am just me. 

I sit here alone, my heart wanders free. 

It belongs to an angel, from heaven above. 

He came from the stars, I gave him my love. 

So when you next see me, burning so bright. 

Know that my love, lights up heaven tonight.

~.~

When I think of You

When I think of You

If I thought of what you meant to me,

I would only think of smiles.

If I thought of all our memories,

it would take quite a while.

If I thought of the love I hold for you,

I would only break my heart.

For if I try to recall a thing,

it means that we're apart.

But when I lie right next to you,

I think of no such things.

I only feel, I only trust

My heart, my love, my sin.

Angst

I stood upon 

a white sand beach, 

I gazed at waves 

beyond my reach, 

I dreamed across

the ocean depth 

beyond. 

I waited for 

that very day, 

when I could take 

your hand and lay 

my head upon 

your chest 

once more. 

The simple things 

I like the most, 

the chance to hear 

your heart beat lost, 

My heart 

will once more 

be belonged. 

For you to me 

are everything, 

you make my soul 

begin to sing, 

together our love ... 

we will explore.