Angel

There is an angel watching over me;

he has been there for eternity;

he watches all and only dares to care. 

He is my light with sympathy;

he frees my mind with empathy;

the love he feels he only seeks to share. 

One day I will drift back to him;

the future as it's always been;

My soul restored and time to be as one.

Until that day he waits for me;

he lets me live completely free; 

But never again will leave our love undone. 

~~~

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Image not my dog but similar

What is life, when death lives on?

Our daily drudge, goes on and on.

We take for granted each day we see.

I took for granted you and me. 

And now you've gone, my heart has burst. 

To think of you, it only hurts. 

I can't believe, that full of life. 

It ended so soon, with so much strife.

If I had been there, at the end. 

Your broken life, I could have mend. 

I blame myself, you've gone away.

I hate my life. I hate that day.

But I'll think of you, with only love. 

Until we join, in lands above. 

So run and play, my boyhood friend. 

We'll be together, in the end.

Mitch Hewer ~ Soccerboy

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In silver light, their masks delight, they hide behind their veil. 

They spin such lucid tales, of lust they do avail. 

They compliment and flirt and fly to sow the seeds of desire, 

but quickly do their long spun tales drift unto the mire. 

So happy thoughts and caution taught, I explore this world of theirs. 

I now know how to hold it back, my inner-self not shared. 

But keep these imps at distance, and keep behind the line;

and we will see if love does hold given nothing more than time.

~.~

You Can Not Get To Know Me

You can not understand me. You can not get to know. 

You can not start to feel me. Unless you see the show.

It started in a far off place. My mind it drifted far. 

I left the dark behind me. I headed for a star. 

I spent my time there gazing, at all the pretty lights. 

I tried to think of happy thoughts, as he beat me through the night.

And when the sun returned, I found myself alone. 

I left the stars behind me and I returned to home. 

So if you come to see me, and if I'm not quite there. 

It's because I am in heaven, hiding from my fear.

~

Don't be chicken

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STAY

If I took a cup of perfect 

and added a touch of spice. 

If measured out some meanness 

and just a dash of nice. 

If I took a pinch of shyness 

and a pound of lust or three. 

Would you spend a day just teasing 

then stay for eternity?

~

Volcano

Am I perfect?

Or good enough?

Like me this way?

Like it rough?

Want me naked?

Within your web?

Push me down, 

upon the bed. 

Keep me kicking 

round the house. 

Treat me badly, 

I'll be a mouse. 

But do ignore 

and fear my rage. 

I will erupt, 

this mortal cage.

~

Rasmus Ledin - my straight boyfriend

Beauty is a stolen look, 

a backward glance, 

a glimpse I took. 

Love is free, 

upon the air. 

As if by chance,

I would dare. 

I walked behind 

and came so close. 

A gentle brush, 

my overdose. 

Heaven scent, 

my thoughts to me. 

To be so close, 

your energy. 

Friction builds, 

I want to touch. 

Your very presence, 

I love so much. 

You share my sphere, 

my wonder world. 

If you were boy, 

and I was girl. 

I know that we 

would be as one. 

But as we are, 

our love undone. 

But I can dream 

of you instead. 

My straight boyfriend, 

in my bed.

My lover...

My lover...

take my hand

of wet

surf sand

and hold

me tight

at last.

Keep a grip

don't let me slip

firm within

your grasp.

Keep me safe

from all

that try. 

Keep me

close to you.

Be my shield

and be my world

and I'll

be that

to you.

The Wind

If I could dance, 
if I could sing, 
I would take flight, 
upon the wind.


I would soar high, 
unto the sky, 
and there I'd stay, 
with you in mind. 


If I could be 
with you today, 
I would take chance 
and heaven pray. 


For you to me 
are everything. 
As I take flight 
upon the wind.

Share Me

There is a part of ME that shines. 

It shines so bright, it is divine. 

Divine enough for all the world to see.

See the part of me beneath. 

Beneath the covers I retreat. 

Retreat and you will see what I bequeath. 

There is a part of me I dare. 

I dare because I really care. 

Care enough and you will come to share. 

Share the part of me to see. 

See me now and set me free. 

Free to love who I desire, I'm ME.

~

A Year

As summer ends

and fades the day, 

I glance aback 

to yesterday. 

I think of us 

and what we mean 

to me.

As Autumn dawns 

and leaves do drop, 

our past reserved 

but not forgot. 

I think of us 

and what we still 

could be. 

As Winters chill 

begins its yawn, 

a frosty start, 

a chilly dawn. 

I think of us 

and what is planned 

you see.

As Spring does burst 

from shattered night, 

the birds aloft 

in scattered flight, 

but home to roost

you come, 

our destiny.

Falling Down

Falling up, falling down,

falling in and around.

Touch the sky, learn to fly, 

never touch the ground.

Falling you, falling me,

live my life, happily. 

All I want 

is for us, to be.

Fool me once, fool me twice, 

share my love, share my vice.

We can be, so happy, I adore.

Take my hand, hold it tight, 

kiss me slowly, through the night.

Be with me, be my love, some more.

Saturday

Saturday,

oh what a day,

I wake up in the morn.

Sports today,

time to play,

my muscles to be worn.

Comes the night,

darkened lights,

time to share my love.

Party sounds,

stir the hounds,

my loins allowing of.

Restless times,

steady rhymes,

I listen to the beat.

Heady noise,

with the boys,

Dancing off my feet.

Comes at last, 

my repast, 

warm his cold embrace.

Frantic hands, 

lust abounds, 

then gone without a trace.

Ulrik Munther ~ LIFE