About this blog...

On this blog you will find the rambling thoughts and images a boy like me finds on the web. It is responses to my dilemma and experience. It's not rude or crude or stereotypical. Just me, just trying to be free, just learning to be myself...

Tuesday, June 15, 2010

Amour

Look at me now!
I'm all grown up.
An excitable boy,
a jumping pup.
But see me now,
as I see you.
My hearts on fire,
for the boy I knew.
I saw your glance,
that sideways look.
I saw by chance,
your look retook.
You saw me then,
as I see you.
Your second glance,
showed love, it's true.
So look at me now,
a boy no more.
You know you want
my love, amour.


Pic: Alex Pettyfer, all grown up.

Pissed Off !! haha


"I'm so pissed off...

that if I thought I didn't have to pay for it....

I'd be breaking shit right now"



haha

Tennille,
Hells Kitchen,
quote of the year.

Monday, June 14, 2010

Scream


I stand alone, a turpid scene.
The sound of silence, it makes me scream.

I feel the wind, the salt, the sea.
I feel the sun, it's burning me.

The golden orb, it burns so bright.
The sky lit orange, through the night.

I can not stand, to see the norm.
I feel missed out, my soul is worn.

So rescue me, and hold me tight.
Hold me fast throughout the night.

And when we wake and see the light,
be my savior and my respite.

Just don't leave me here alone,
my love is yours, my heart you own.

Sunday, June 13, 2010

Storm8

I love playing Storm 8 games online:
  • Vampires (third favourite)
  • iMobsters
  • Ninjas (second favourite)
  • World War
  • Racing
  • Rockstars
  • Kingdoms
  • Zombies
  • Pets LIVE
  • Farm Story (favourite)
If you wanna team up
on your iPhone or iTouch
my Storm8 ID for invites is:
Marcusxxx

Friday, June 11, 2010

Blue Wall


I once ran out
of a sea blue wall,
It wasn't very hard at all.
I only had to wish it so;
my body formed,
my smile did grow.

I ran to you
with arms spread wide,
to the boy I love,
and I didn't hide,
the joy,
the love,
I felt inside,
my love for you,
not denied.

Wednesday, June 9, 2010

Uh Oh! Tented Pants!

You know that time, it happens lots,
so suddenly, it drives you nuts.
A casual glance, so happenstance,
your try to hide, your tented pants.

It's just not fair,
I wasn't thinking,
it just appeared, my heart is sinking.
So can't they see? Don't they know?
My pants explode, it starts to grow.

I must sit down,
and try to hide.
But what to do? I can't decide.
Perhaps if I just stare ahead,
and walk real fast and think of bed.

The nighttime comes,
I'm all alone,
I think of him, oh damn it's grown.
That's it, I know, I'll think of dirt,
uh oh, I feel, a little squirt.

Oh damn, it's just..

it's just not fair!
'Please beam me up',
I'll disappear.

Picture is Justin Bieber, exposed, haha.

Monday, June 7, 2010

Making Love

For me there is no
better thing,
than making love;
a mortal sin.

But love it be,
and not just sex.
Robotic coupling,
like insects.

I need to hold
your heart in mine,
as two linked lovers
we do entwine.

So hold me now
and share your soul
and lets make love
until we're old.

Learn the Betabet

A is for what?,
B is for bleh,
C is for yes and
D is for DUH or D'OH.
E is for getting high and
F is for swearing.
G is for amazement and
H is for rugby posts.
I is for me and
J is a dude I know.
K is alright and
M is half a bit of chocolate.
N is for the end,
O is for oh,
P is for pissing and
Q is for cute.
R is for pirates and
S is for sex.
T is for drinking and
U is for loving.
V is THE energy drink and
W is for lesbian sheep and
X is for for old lovers and
Y is to drive adults nuts and
Z is for sleeping!

And now I'm gonna learn to paint...

Thursday, June 3, 2010

Mended Boy

Sometimes I feel
I stand apart,

a broken boy
with broken heart.

I watch the others
as they do dart,

and hear the joy
held in their laugh.


And when I laugh,
is it so?

A hearty sound?
Or does it show?

Or is it empty?
Sounds hollow?

I only wish to know.


I stand before
but stand apart.

Held together
by bits
and parts.

But whole do I
now come to start.

A mended boy
and mended heart.

Wednesday, June 2, 2010

A Prince of Persia

Behold the Prince
of Europe born,

note the price
of charm returned.

Clever are
his wise spun words,
boyish are his acts,
absurd.

Look to me
and you will see,

love of life
and thoughts carefree.

Busy is his life to be,

behold the Prince of Persia.