About this blog...

On this blog you will find the rambling thoughts and images a boy like me finds on the web. It is responses to my dilemma and experience. It's not rude or crude or stereotypical. Just me, just trying to be free, just learning to be myself...

Wednesday, June 30, 2010

Recipe for Success

  1. Take one good looking boy.
  2. Wipe him clean and remove all past.
  3. Create a mood - longing is good.
  4. Photograph a lot, then more.
  5. Polish, shine, whiten.
  6. Remove all blemishes.
  7. Redefine and recreate.
  8. Crop, shorten, rotate...
  9. Soften, blur, recolour...
  10. Add some sparkle.
  11. Nice!
  12. POST

Found

I flew above the ocean's roar,
saw pale gray skies and snow capped peaks.
The sun it peaked upon the day,
golden shafts of light it leaked.
It drew me south to where I knew,
new love awaited, a love I knew...


We drove through velvet rolling hills,
pastures fresh and skies so blue.
We came across a the hidden trove,
the place of birth and life renewed.
And there we spied in colour of sand,
standing proud, our wee man.

His eyes lit up will wild excite,
he strutted forth to show his might.
His proud wee chest was golden striped,
as we gazed forth, our tears we wiped.

His eyes of olive green won through,
his baby breath and silken coat,
and never once did we doubt or care,
he was reborn, the Kodiak Bear.

Sunday, June 27, 2010

Reborn

When all is lost, no hope is left.
My heart is split, my soul bereft.
I seize upon a sudden thought,
the dog I loved, has been reborn.
He waits for me ... and I must find,
the one I love and not be blind.
I feel him near, he cries to me.
'I'm over here, can't you see?'
I search around but can not find,
I feel as if...I lose my mind.
But suddenly, he reappears,
that face, that soul
I love so dear.

Thursday, June 24, 2010

A Boy of Bronze

I saw a boy upon the shore,
of a surf-tormented, white-sand beach.

I saw the sea drip from his arm,
the salty sea beyond his reach.

He stood and gazed with eyes of bronze,
and watched the waves as they did beat.

His aching heart, although it longed,
could not make gain, with leaden feet.

He dreamed of ocean depths, beyond.
His aching limbs, set hard as rock.

His gaze transfixed, upon the sea,
his mind set free, the tide his clock.

Please understand

Don't expect 
too much of me, 
I'm a boy, 
can't you see? 
Don't take time 
or love from me, 
be my friend 
and let me be.
If you love 
the boy I am, 
shake me gently 
by the hand. 
Let me go and 
see me stand, 
on my own,
please understand.

Tuesday, June 22, 2010

Golden One

Forgive me for my time away, 
as mine own heart does tend to break. 
I need this time to mend my heart 
and rid myself of weary ache.

You know that I am never blue, 
I just need time to heal my soul. 
Remember times of joyful past, 
and remember days of old.

For part of me was torn away, 
the sun that shined upon my day. 
And now my thoughts do sullen pray, 
my baby rests at last.

And if you hear my prayers, my boy, 
remember me with thoughts of joy. 
And know that one day we will join, 
and awaken from the dark.

Our time together has come and gone, 
but know from me it won't be long, 
until the day we are as one, 
to shine again, my golden sun.

Friday, June 18, 2010

At last

He drew a gentle lasting breath,
my golden boy, I held his head.
A last long look, a stolen kiss,
my golden boy, I now miss.
His time had come,
he couldn't mend,
one last moment,
it was the end.
I only know we did our best,
but now our boy
just needs to rest.


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Tuesday, June 15, 2010

Amour

Look at me now!
I'm all grown up.
An excitable boy,
a jumping pup.
But see me now,
as I see you.
My hearts on fire,
for the boy I knew.
I saw your glance,
that sideways look.
I saw by chance,
your look retook.
You saw me then,
as I see you.
Your second glance,
showed love, it's true.
So look at me now,
a boy no more.
You know you want
my love, amour.


Pic: Alex Pettyfer, all grown up.

Pissed Off !! haha


"I'm so pissed off...

that if I thought I didn't have to pay for it....

I'd be breaking shit right now"



haha

Tennille,
Hells Kitchen,
quote of the year.

Monday, June 14, 2010

Scream


I stand alone, a turpid scene.
The sound of silence, it makes me scream.

I feel the wind, the salt, the sea.
I feel the sun, it's burning me.

The golden orb, it burns so bright.
The sky lit orange, through the night.

I can not stand, to see the norm.
I feel missed out, my soul is worn.

So rescue me, and hold me tight.
Hold me fast throughout the night.

And when we wake and see the light,
be my savior and my respite.

Just don't leave me here alone,
my love is yours, my heart you own.