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On this blog you will find the rambling thoughts and images a boy like me finds on the web. It is responses to my dilemma and experience. It's not rude or crude or stereotypical. Just me, just trying to be free, just learning to be myself...

Friday, August 20, 2010

There was a boy

There was a boy
no one adored,
we only chanced
to see him more.
His golden hair
did softly shine,
his sparkling eyes
did spark, divine.
His lips did move
without a sound,
his smile downcast
as he looked around.
He looked about,
a distant gaze,
he wasn't really here,
a haze.
You saw the shell,
his arms afold.
An inner secret,
never told.
This boy was brighter
than the sun,
his hopes,
his dreams,
his love undone.
Trapped within
a cloistered cell,
his family life
a living hell.
He only hoped
to one day leave,
he didn't speak,
he barely breathed.


  1. WEIRD TONGUE..ha ha
    Yeah it seems like you.
    Nice post.

  2. Love this, got all the right stuff, great pic, cool art, good music, luv yuh Marcus:

  3. I am acting normally !
    But I don't know why
    These days
    My friends and relatives
    Whoever meets me
    Says from far away :
    These days ,it appears,
    You are strange!
    I am acting normally!
    As usual : with familiar simple mode!
    With the same signature ,name ,normal behavior!
    As always I'm very quite and calm.
    Just a little muter!
    Sometimes a little more confused.
    I feel, a bit more, I love these days!
    Just between you and me,
    I sing with stones!
    And I value some moments more.
    These days, sometimes, I'm not aware of :
    Days ,months ,years , calendar, newspapers!
    I feel somehow a little more ,a little less , I AM !
    Sometimes ,If I may say ,I worship the God differently!
    Last night ,among all ,was differnter (!) than other merciless nights!
    I was totally off !
    First I sat ironing my socks !
    I walked ,about 7 miles ,through my room !
    Then I spoke to my shoes ,then
    I searched among my mails
    I read all single line of them
    Searching for that cloudy myth
    That unknown thing
    I found nothing
    Just only one of them
    Has a strange unclear smell!
    As if
    From within Wrinkled paper
    You could smell all divine jasmines
    Last night again
    I twisted among the trees
    I climbed the clouds to the sky
    I had a tour in the sky
    I filled my pockets by pieces of the clouds
    Wish you were there!
    Because I had a mouthful of white crispy cloud!
    And another mouthful one of the moon light !
    After a long time I noticed
    My eye colour is like honey !
    And I prefer purple for blue !
    After a long time I noticed last night
    My first name is not as great as I thought before!
    These days I don't think of my whitening hairs
    Sometimes for valuing a single moment
    I celebrate a whole day !
    I die a hundred times in one day !
    One flower or a rose is enough for my death !
    Sometimes my sight ,all day long ,
    Is feeling familiarity to the people
    Sometimes my poor unsociable heart
    Gets ideas from a sad song !
    Except these things I said
    These senses I mentioned
    Beside these normal behavior
    I have nothing else in my mind
    Nor in heart
    I am acting normally !


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