About this blog...

On this blog you will find the rambling thoughts and images a boy like me finds on the web. It is responses to my dilemma and experience. It's not rude or crude or stereotypical. Just me, just trying to be free, just learning to be myself...

Sunday, September 4, 2011

Arthur Sales


You begin for me, as from a dream, 
a sight to behold, a sight unseen. 
Your beauty drives out a cold and cloudy day. 
~
The birds do sing, as light you bring, 
my heart does ring to everything. 
Your presence brings sunshine out to play.


Saturday, August 20, 2011

True Beauty

True beauty 
is..
not hard to find.  
It's more about 
a
state of mind. 
It's how 
you see 
and 
what you mean 
to me. 

True beauty 
is 
the way 
I feel. 
I look 
at you 
and I 
feel real. 

Your smile 
it warms 
my cold 
and sultry 
day.

Sunday, August 14, 2011

The Bone


Softly spoken, warm to touch, 
feather light, feel my brush. 
Gently takes your hand and lifts it up.
Draws you near to feel you breathe, 
watches as your chest does heave, 
feels the quickened pulse of life heat up.

Breathes your scent and feels your glow,
presses tight so you will know, 
here I am to share to life with you. 
Stares intent into your soul, 
Shed our youth as we grow old. 
The only things that matter is me and you.



Saturday, August 13, 2011

The Internet Clown


You can't fool me, you total creep. 
Behind that mask, I hear you speak. 
You wait and play the game you always play. 

You scare me not, for I am far, 
beyond your reach, so strange, bizarre! 
I only wonder why you even stay.

My life's moved on, I have such fun.
Your stupid games, you haven't won. 
So sad an lonely do you dwell within. 

You can not understand my life, 
to be so happy and without strife. 
I spare my pity and leave you to your sin.




Wednesday, August 3, 2011

FLAG


I stand before you, undefined.
Yet to make up my own mind.
All I know is what I think and feel.
Don't push me in a labelled box.
Don't tie me down with chains and locks.
Just give me time to find what is real. 



Sunday, July 24, 2011

Beauty


The beauty within,
is not about sin,
it's finding what 
matters most.
For what we shall find, 
shall prove in time,
to be the love 
we hold so close.

Saturday, July 23, 2011

The CHOiCE

 
Black
White

Wrong
Right

Day
Night

Kiss
Bite

Calm
Excite

Mine 
Tonight

LOVE?
FUCK!


Wednesday, July 20, 2011

The Stare


Desensitized and mystified, 
          death defied by suicide, 
                    memerized by what he sees.

Horrified and immortalized, 
          rectified by truth... besides, 
                    what else can there be?


Take a look, a lasting look, 
take a picture, write a book, 
what is it that you see?
Behind my stare I lay quite bare, 
I never thought I'd ever care, 
behind this stare, my veneer... 
is me...      see?

Sunday, July 17, 2011

Sometimes


~

Sometimes it's time to come, 
sometimes it's time to go.
Sometimes it's time to leave, 
before we get to know;
If what we have in common,
is only just for show.
Or if we have something more. 
We will never know.

~

Saturday, July 16, 2011

After the rain




After the rain and the pain is gone
life renews and life goes on.
The sun takes a breath 
and starts to climb the sky.
After the last shadow retreats
life returns to its steady beat. 
The sun returns 
to warm the coldest day.