About this blog...

On this blog you will find the rambling thoughts and images a boy like me finds on the web. It is responses to my dilemma and experience. It's not rude or crude or stereotypical. Just me, just trying to be free, just learning to be myself...

Showing posts with label sexuality. Show all posts
Showing posts with label sexuality. Show all posts

Thursday, April 14, 2011

Rasmus Ledin - my straight boyfriend
Beauty is a stolen look, 
a backward glance, 
a glimpse I took. 

Love is free, 
upon the air. 
As if by chance,
I would dare. 

I walked behind 
and came so close. 
A gentle brush, 
my overdose. 

Heaven scent, 
my thoughts to me. 
To be so close, 
your energy. 

Friction builds, 
I want to touch. 
Your very presence, 
I love so much. 

You share my sphere, 
my wonder world. 
If you were boy, 
and I was girl. 

I know that we 
would be as one. 
But as we are, 
our love undone. 

But I can dream 
of you instead. 
My straight boyfriend, 
in my bed.

Sunday, March 13, 2011

My Salvation



A single drop, it forms on skin,
of my perspiration.
A single thought, it forms akin,
as of my own creation.
A single voice, as if by choice, 
I file on this occasion. 
Accept me, or let me free, 
I ask of this nation.

Do not hem or still this tide, 
I only want my nature. 
To be with, whom I deserve,
on this occasion. 
I fancy not the juggernaut, 
of 2.3 creations. 
I only want, the one I love, 
and I will find salvation.

Let me be. Let me love. Let me be loved.

Friday, March 4, 2011

Is this you? Is this Me?

That is you, this is me.
Forever young, forever free.
Trapped in time, we hold this space.
A symptom of the human race. 
A simple spec, on data trails.
Did we exist? Were we so frail?


Saturday, February 26, 2011

I swear

Is it me, or is it you? The things we say? The things we do?
You know the way, that I always, think of you.

Is it us? They way we trust? The way we love? And love we must?
You know the love, that we share, we two.

You are the boy, who I adore. I can only, love you more. 
Your eyes draw, me deep, into your soul. 

Only time, will ever tell, if we are right, and right to sell,
to each other, the love, we must share.

I'd only die, if I could not, be with you, the one I love, 
I trust to you, my slender love, I swear.

Thursday, January 13, 2011

BENT

You only see 
one side of me,
you know, 
what I meant.

You only see, 
half of me
the other side 
is spent. 

For I to you 
am only gay, 
not boy, not man, 
not gent. 
I am not tall, 
I am not smart, 
for all I am 
is bent.

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River Delphi/Viiperi
You only see 
one side of me,
you know, 
what I meant.

You only see, 
half of me.
The other side 
is spent. 

For I to you 
am only gay, 
not boy, not man, 
not gent. 
I am not tall, 
I am not smart, 
for all I am 
is bent.