About this blog...

On this blog you will find the rambling thoughts and images a boy like me finds on the web. It is responses to my dilemma and experience. It's not rude or crude or stereotypical. Just me, just trying to be free, just learning to be myself...

Showing posts with label Gay. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Gay. Show all posts

Saturday, May 5, 2012

Sailing On

Suddenly and slowly, 
drifts across the sky. 
Catches on a breeze, 
sails on mountain high. 
Searches for a trace of 
laughter on your lips. 
Tattered sails, trailing ropes, 
memory, it slips. 
My skins stands at attention, 
waiting for your touch. 
I only want for you to know, 
I miss you, oh so much.


Saturday, March 10, 2012

Heroes

One of my internet heroes.

Jamie Ryan Dee

Amidst the weeds a flower grew, steadily it climbed.
Unto the sky it grew so high, so beautiful, sublime.
So fresh, so new, so welcoming, a butterfly landed there. 
And so began a perfect match, between those who share.


The Day

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I went outside and saw the sun, 
it was a happy day. 
Day went fast, was not to last, 
the sun it went away. 
Away went I onto a hill, 
to see the bright night sky. 
Sky so dark and so alive, 
I thought of you and I.
I only know, when we're apart, 
I couldn't love you more. 
More could ne'er describe my joy,
when you walk in the door.

Friday, March 2, 2012

My sweet destiny


He tumbled out of a clear blue sky, 
into my arms so I could cry. 
I cry a little softer every day. 
He made my life quite replete, 
no other love can compete. 
I only hoped that he was here to stay.

His passing voice I often hear, 
his presence far but I feel him near. 
If only things had gone another way. 
I stand alone and quietly wait, 
for his return, my love to sate. 
My hope, my dreams, my childhood love, to stay.

He has returned, I am set free, 
to live my love, sweet destiny. 
His warmth, his charm, his soft embrace, all mine. 

I hold him close, I hold him now. 
I shall not break our lovers vow. 
His warmth, his charm, his soft embrace, all mine.

~.~


Saturday, February 25, 2012

N e w s

 



You need to know, I know not when.

A day will come, and be the end.
All time will stop, but not forgot.
All those days, you didn't lose.

So use them now, I don't know how.
Just make the most, of every hour. 
All seconds count, your life to mount.
So make the most, with who you choose.
.



Sagger



And if per chance, you happen to glance 
at my parthian shot, at all. 
You'll see for sure, me self demure,
my pants about to fall. 
~

Saturday, February 18, 2012

Black & Gray


To see the world, in another light. 
Without prejudging, without insight. 
To take afresh and not dismiss, okay?
 
To drop our fears and stand up tall.
Dismiss all labels, drop the small.  
To recognise our love, for once and all.

If I could live my life alive, 
no more worries, nothing to hide. 
I promise not to break your world, with love.


Thursday, February 16, 2012

Divine Angels



An angel cried..
cold and white. 
The sky turned..
black alright. 
The stars dimmed 
and failed to light.
Tonight.

The sun froze..
and didn't climb. 
The clock stopped..
and all lost time.
My heart pounded..
My breath stopped.
Divine.

Wednesday, February 8, 2012

Reflections

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All thoughts are done, 
all songs are sung. 
My glass is empty, see?

The tap runs dry, 
friends by and by, 
In the mirror, I can't, 
see me.

I look about, 
within, without, 
I search for company. 

An empty room, 
a wilted bloom. 
there nothing more 
to see.

Saturday, January 21, 2012

Delight



Within a glint of green-gold light, 
I see at first what is in sight,
my mind it lights a spark, possibly. 
Within the realm of thought tonight, 
my dreams turn on and oh so bright, 
I see the signs of burning love 
for me. 
But is this thought a lonely soul?
Imagination, tales untold?
The dawn it brings along reality. 
It is my fate, it shall be free. 
It is my choice, frivolity. 
It is a laugh, it is delight, 
it is escape - tonight.

~.~

Wednesday, January 11, 2012

The Naked Beach


If I sat naked, as if in a dream, would it be beauty? 
Or something obscene?

The waves beat my breast, the sand drags me down, 
the ocean deserts me, a body half drowned.

If I was to hope, to be by your side, 
would you welcome me back or just try and hide?

One day we shall meet, united again, 
despite all the tides, our hearts they will mend. 

I long for the day, to lay by your side, 
nothing but love, nothing to hide.

~

Monday, January 2, 2012

Unspoken


Unspoken is a hidden thought, 
the truth cuts through, emotions caught. 
A sudden glance, a sideways look, alone. 

Careful as you come on by, 
you close the gap ... as if I'm shy. 
You stand so close I feel you in my bones.

With warmth and charm, you try, disarm. 
No doubt or waiver sends my alarm. 
I feel your trust, your warmth, your tone, advance.

You take my hand and steer me out.
Alone at last, no hidden doubt.
You steal on close and then you take your chance. 

Received by me, pure ecstasy, 
walls laid bare, emotions shared. 
Relief to find a welcome on my lips. 



Sunday, October 9, 2011

That Look

THAT LOOK


That look, you gave, it drove through me..
a knife, a blade, eternity.
That moment touched my very soul, 
I shall remember until I'm old. 
For once I saw the fire within, 
I knew that I would be with him.
~.~


Sunday, October 2, 2011

Suddenly


Suddenly... I didn't dare, 
I took a chance, I did not care, 
I took a chance to share 
my love with you. 
And just as sudden, 
it shocks me still, 
there you were, it was a thrill, 
together we, as always, 
ever true.

Sunday, September 4, 2011

Arthur Sales


You begin for me, as from a dream, 
a sight to behold, a sight unseen. 
Your beauty drives out a cold and cloudy day. 
~
The birds do sing, as light you bring, 
my heart does ring to everything. 
Your presence brings sunshine out to play.


Saturday, August 20, 2011

True Beauty

True beauty 
is..
not hard to find.  
It's more about 
a
state of mind. 
It's how 
you see 
and 
what you mean 
to me. 

True beauty 
is 
the way 
I feel. 
I look 
at you 
and I 
feel real. 

Your smile 
it warms 
my cold 
and sultry 
day.

Sunday, August 14, 2011

The Bone


Softly spoken, warm to touch, 
feather light, feel my brush. 
Gently takes your hand and lifts it up.
Draws you near to feel you breathe, 
watches as your chest does heave, 
feels the quickened pulse of life heat up.

Breathes your scent and feels your glow,
presses tight so you will know, 
here I am to share to life with you. 
Stares intent into your soul, 
Shed our youth as we grow old. 
The only things that matter is me and you.



Saturday, August 13, 2011

The Internet Clown


You can't fool me, you total creep. 
Behind that mask, I hear you speak. 
You wait and play the game you always play. 

You scare me not, for I am far, 
beyond your reach, so strange, bizarre! 
I only wonder why you even stay.

My life's moved on, I have such fun.
Your stupid games, you haven't won. 
So sad an lonely do you dwell within. 

You can not understand my life, 
to be so happy and without strife. 
I spare my pity and leave you to your sin.




Wednesday, August 3, 2011

FLAG


I stand before you, undefined.
Yet to make up my own mind.
All I know is what I think and feel.
Don't push me in a labelled box.
Don't tie me down with chains and locks.
Just give me time to find what is real. 



Wednesday, July 20, 2011

The Stare


Desensitized and mystified, 
          death defied by suicide, 
                    memerized by what he sees.

Horrified and immortalized, 
          rectified by truth... besides, 
                    what else can there be?


Take a look, a lasting look, 
take a picture, write a book, 
what is it that you see?
Behind my stare I lay quite bare, 
I never thought I'd ever care, 
behind this stare, my veneer... 
is me...      see?