About this blog...

On this blog you will find the rambling thoughts and images a boy like me finds on the web. It is responses to my dilemma and experience. It's not rude or crude or stereotypical. Just me, just trying to be free, just learning to be myself...

Tuesday, May 31, 2011

Life Undone

Traumatised and
brutalised.
Once despised,
immortalized.
Never cries,
never tries,
undone.

Tried disguise,
pretty eyes,
still chastised,
then deprived.
Once surprised,
death defied,
he's gone.

Bounced right back,
kept on track,
twisted wrack,
rebounded smack.
Fight right back,
quick come back,
he won.

Life is not
a pretty game,
never won,
never tame.
Make the most,
drop the ghost,
have fun.

Saturday, May 21, 2011

Learn to Skate!

It's not too late, 
to learn to skate. 
So try it if you dare. 
To roll so fast, 
life's a blast, 
flying through the air. 
Then there's that sound, 
you hit the ground, 
the rolling thunder balls. 
For when I skate, 
I inflate, 
I'm suddenly 10 feet all.

Saturday, May 14, 2011

Painted Kisses

I painted you in rainbows. 
I even drew your heart. 
I stole a kiss, half way through. 
Your lips did slightly part.


I felt the knowing feeling, 
the lusting of the touch. 
I only hope that you were warned, 
that I will kiss you much.

~~~~~

Saturday, May 7, 2011

Face

In the morning, 
when I awake, 
I think of you, 
until its late. 
I think of you 
until I go 
to bed. 

And when I dream,
I dream of you. 
The only thing,
I think to do.
The only thoughts 
that enter,
in my head. 

I trace your lips, 
with finger tips, 
I brush your hair 
with heavens care. 
My breath upon 
your naked neck,
I kiss your face.

I only dream, 
to be awake, 
and ease the pain, 
reduce the ache, 
until I once 
again
share
your embrace.

Embrace

Embrace


In and out, and all throughout, 
our inner thoughts do dwelve.
Side by side, we slip and slide, 
we come to know ourselves. 
I share my love, I give my self, 
until the day I die.
I think of you, thinking of me, 
I see me in your eyes. 
We two as one, never undone, 
our hearts do beat and race.
Barriers down, our souls do drown, 
in each sticky embrace. 

Saturday, April 30, 2011

Angel


There is an angel watching over me;
he has been there for eternity;
he watches all and only dares to care. 
He is my light with sympathy;
he frees my mind with empathy;
the love he feels he only seeks to share. 
One day I will drift back to him;
the future as it's always been;
My soul restored and time to be as one.
Until that day he waits for me;
he lets me live completely free; 
But never again will leave our love undone. 

~~~


Thursday, April 28, 2011

Image

Image not my dog but similar
What is life, when death lives on?
Our daily drudge, goes on and on.
We take for granted each day we see.
I took for granted you and me. 
And now you've gone, my heart has burst. 
To think of you, it only hurts. 
I can't believe, that full of life. 
It ended so soon, with so much strife.
If I had been there, at the end. 
Your broken life, I could have mend. 
I blame myself, you've gone away.
I hate my life. I hate that day.
But I'll think of you, with only love. 
Until we join, in lands above. 
So run and play, my boyhood friend. 
We'll be together, in the end.


Mitch Hewer ~ Soccerboy


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Monday, April 25, 2011



In silver light, their masks delight, they hide behind their veil. 
They spin such lucid tales, of lust they do avail. 
They compliment and flirt and fly to sow the seeds of desire, 
but quickly do their long spun tales drift unto the mire. 

So happy thoughts and caution taught, I explore this world of theirs. 
I now know how to hold it back, my inner-self not shared. 
But keep these imps at distance, and keep behind the line;
and we will see if love does hold given nothing more than time.

~.~

Friday, April 22, 2011

You Can Not Get To Know Me


You can not understand me. You can not get to know. 
You can not start to feel me. Unless you see the show.
It started in a far off place. My mind it drifted far. 
I left the dark behind me. I headed for a star. 

I spent my time there gazing, at all the pretty lights. 
I tried to think of happy thoughts, as he beat me through the night.
And when the sun returned, I found myself alone. 
I left the stars behind me and I returned to home. 

So if you come to see me, and if I'm not quite there. 
It's because I am in heaven, hiding from my fear.

~