About this blog...

On this blog you will find the rambling thoughts and images a boy like me finds on the web. It is responses to my dilemma and experience. It's not rude or crude or stereotypical. Just me, just trying to be free, just learning to be myself...

Saturday, August 28, 2010

The End of the World

There are those who try to bring you down, 
safe beside, as they sit on the ground. 
They hate to see you float carefree, 
the love you share they destroy with glee. 
As you rise above and seem so light, 
it gives their souls an enormous fright,
for what if you, not they, are right,
their world of hate 
would end this night.


Wednesday, August 25, 2010

Singing with Frogs

I say what. What?
What. What?
What. Whaddya say?

I say what. What?
What. What?
What. Whaddya say?

I say what. What?
What. What?
What. Whaddya say?

I say what are you saying?
What do you say?

I say what. What?
What. What?
No, what do you say?

I say what. What?
What. What?
What do you say?

I say what. What?
What. What?
No, what are you saying?
What do you say?

What? 

Tuesday, August 24, 2010

To Surf

Dedicated to Leif

A simple love, 
the sky above, 
a board 
beneath 
my feet. 
I spend 
the day, 
all at sea, 
the salt 
that burns 
my cheeks. 
The steady throb, 
an endless tide, 
my hopes 
and dreams 
do soar. 
The sea, 
the sun, 
the salt, 
the surf... 
just me 
and 
the board.

Sunday, August 22, 2010

A simple love..

I am still yet,
a simple boy. 
A simple view,
and simple joys. 
I put away 
all childish toys. 
My life is one,
just to enjoy. 
And then I found ,
my first born love. 
My empty soul,
it rose above. 
And in that time,
I did find 
a very... simple... love. 


If I could be...

If I could be 
so carefree 
as to live 
without 
my fear. 
Then I would be,
wandering free?
The Kodiak 
Grizzly 
Bear. 
His mighty frame
is held 
in awe. 
His golden coat..
his challenged
roar. 
If I could be 
anyone 
but me. 
Would 
anybody 
care?

Bouncing

Bouncing up.
Bouncing down.
Bouncing wild.
Bouncing round.

Look at me 
the bouncing boy.
Happy, lucky, 
bouncing joy.

All the time 
I've been so still.
Should have been 
bouncing 'til..
all the world 
was bouncing free. 
Bouncing round,
bouncing me.

Friday, August 20, 2010

There was a boy

There was a boy
no one adored,
we only chanced
to see him more.
His golden hair
did softly shine,
his sparkling eyes
did spark, divine.
His lips did move
without a sound,
his smile downcast
as he looked around.
He looked about,
a distant gaze,
he wasn't really here,
a haze.
You saw the shell,
his arms afold.
An inner secret,
never told.
This boy was brighter
than the sun,
his hopes,
his dreams,
his love undone.
Trapped within
a cloistered cell,
his family life
a living hell.
He only hoped
to one day leave,
he didn't speak,
he barely breathed.

Judge me not

IF I was gay, would I be queer? 
My rough and tumble disappear?
Would I then have to act this way?
So soft and silken smooth, to sway?

I fear that type is just not me, 
I am a boy and tough you see. 
I do not act in any way,
I play my sport and I do play 
at being me 
and nothing else.
So judge me not, 

or judge 

yourself.

The only thing...



The only thing that lets you know you are alive..., is pain

The only thing that makes life worth living..., is love

The only thing that lets you recover from lost love..., is hope

The only thing that mellows a broken heart..., is time

The only thing that carries us forward..., are friends

I love you my friend




Thursday, August 19, 2010

The Kite

You are the wind, 
that makes me fly.
I am the kite 
that flies on high.
You are the blue 
of the evening sky.
You spin my world 
a funny guy.
 
When I'm alone 
I want to cry. 
I think of you 
as time goes by. 
Somehow I hope 
my love will tie, 
you here, 
my heart,
until 
I die.