About this blog...

On this blog you will find the rambling thoughts and images a boy like me finds on the web. It is responses to my dilemma and experience. It's not rude or crude or stereotypical. Just me, just trying to be free, just learning to be myself...

Sunday, June 19, 2011

Introspective

I believe in summer days, 
in puppy dogs with wagging tales. 
I believe the sun will rise, 
my love will grow, you'll be surprised. 

I believe in love at first sight, 
in holding hope, throughout the night. 
I believe that you and I, 
will be as one, 'til the day we die. 

I don't believe in papal lore, 
in ancient myths and hate or war. 
If God exists, and he just might, 
then he will love, what is right. 

He made me as I really am, 
to be myself, to be a man. 
To love with all my energy
To love a boy, to be just me.

Friday, June 17, 2011

My Dear


It's winter now, I miss the beach. The surf, the sand, beyond my reach. 
I sit and stare, through windows bare and wait for sunny days. 
I miss the warmth upon my skin, the ocean depths I love to swim, 
I miss the boys I share my world within. 
But most of all I miss his smile, I miss him more than once in a while. 
I only have my memories to share. 
But I know he is coming home, and in my arms he'll never roam. 
I miss the sand, I miss his smile, 
my dear.


~

Jacob Purvis, I think I'm in lust with you...






I think I'm in lust with you. 
I just want to dance. 

I think I'll make love to you. 
Just take off my pants. 

I will take you in the night, 
given half a chance. 

Just say yes, then undress, 
time to start romance.






You and me will always be, 
pumping through the night. 

You know we were meant to be, 
isn't this just right? 

Take my hand and hold me close,  
squeeze and hug me tight. 

Then when its time to start again, 
we'll give it all our might. 







I think I'm in lust with you. 
I just want to dance. 

I think I'll make love to you. 
Just take off my pants.

Monday, June 13, 2011

See me


The sun, it dawns, upon the day. 
I come to you, it's time to play. 
When you awake, what do you see? 
For you I want, to just see me.

Monday, June 6, 2011

Bones

The wind
it blew
through 
silken sails. 
The sea
it raged 
beyond 
a gale. 

The boat
that brought
my destiny.
The sun
that lit
a path 
to me.

I saw
that look
within
your eyes. 
Your lips
held back
my surprise.
I took
your hands
and I
just cried.
This day
we were
in love.

Tuesday, May 31, 2011

Life Undone

Traumatised and
brutalised.
Once despised,
immortalized.
Never cries,
never tries,
undone.

Tried disguise,
pretty eyes,
still chastised,
then deprived.
Once surprised,
death defied,
he's gone.

Bounced right back,
kept on track,
twisted wrack,
rebounded smack.
Fight right back,
quick come back,
he won.

Life is not
a pretty game,
never won,
never tame.
Make the most,
drop the ghost,
have fun.

Saturday, May 21, 2011

Learn to Skate!

It's not too late, 
to learn to skate. 
So try it if you dare. 
To roll so fast, 
life's a blast, 
flying through the air. 
Then there's that sound, 
you hit the ground, 
the rolling thunder balls. 
For when I skate, 
I inflate, 
I'm suddenly 10 feet all.

Saturday, May 14, 2011

Painted Kisses

I painted you in rainbows. 
I even drew your heart. 
I stole a kiss, half way through. 
Your lips did slightly part.


I felt the knowing feeling, 
the lusting of the touch. 
I only hope that you were warned, 
that I will kiss you much.

~~~~~

Saturday, May 7, 2011

Face

In the morning, 
when I awake, 
I think of you, 
until its late. 
I think of you 
until I go 
to bed. 

And when I dream,
I dream of you. 
The only thing,
I think to do.
The only thoughts 
that enter,
in my head. 

I trace your lips, 
with finger tips, 
I brush your hair 
with heavens care. 
My breath upon 
your naked neck,
I kiss your face.

I only dream, 
to be awake, 
and ease the pain, 
reduce the ache, 
until I once 
again
share
your embrace.

Embrace

Embrace


In and out, and all throughout, 
our inner thoughts do dwelve.
Side by side, we slip and slide, 
we come to know ourselves. 
I share my love, I give my self, 
until the day I die.
I think of you, thinking of me, 
I see me in your eyes. 
We two as one, never undone, 
our hearts do beat and race.
Barriers down, our souls do drown, 
in each sticky embrace.