About this blog...

On this blog you will find the rambling thoughts and images a boy like me finds on the web. It is responses to my dilemma and experience. It's not rude or crude or stereotypical. Just me, just trying to be free, just learning to be myself...

Friday, November 12, 2010

Who is he?


I am a crazy guy,
you see?
So deep and full 
of mystery. 
I like to hang 
and dance about. 
I like to scream 
and laugh and shout. 
But if you ask me 
what's inside.
My heart, my love, 
I try to hide. 
You only see 
the bouncing boy. 
So happy, 
laughing, 
full of joy. 
For if you saw 
my inner soul. 
All would be gone, 
all would be told. 
So best I keep 
myself to me. 
And keep you guessing, 
who is he?

And so it goes...

They come and go like fallen snow, 
   so light and soft to touch. 

You hardly notice them appear, 
   and miss them oh so much. 

The ones you loves, the ones you know 
   are here for now then gone. 

If only I had spent more time 
   so they would stay more long. 

So spare your tears and wipe your eyes 
   and wait for more to come. 

And pretty soon they reappear. 
   No friendship comes undone.

Saturday, November 6, 2010

Steady Beating



A special look, not one mistook, you know what I am thinking. 
My pulse is raised, a steady beat, my heart is steady beating.

I feel the kindred of our souls, I'm glad of this meeting. 
So come on close, don't be morose, and give to me your greeting. 

So lift my hand, and take me up, and hold me in your arms. 
Whisper, smile, stroke, beguile, warm me with your charms.

I knew at once, when we first met, that we would be forever.
I had no doubt, that even without, our love would grow together. 

Just look at me, and can't you see, the love that we once knew?
I am your boy, you are my joy, our love just grew and grew.

~ ~ ~

Wednesday, November 3, 2010

Can you see me?

 
Can you see me?
Am I cute?
I'm a boy 
of ill repute.

I will try 
most anything. 
Here's my number, 
make it ring.

Take a chance
and contact me.
I'll bare my soul 
and set you free.

Please don't wait
and mullify, 
'cause while you do...
I might die.

Monday, November 1, 2010

I am not a fool


You mean me? It couldn't be. I just got out of school. 

I will do, what I want. I'll break every rule. 

Sneer at me, I'll sneer right back. I'm so super cool.

Treat me right, or say goodbye. I am not a fool. 

~ ~ ~

Wednesday, October 27, 2010

???

I knew him well,
I love him still,
I don't know 
what to do. 


Suddenly 
he disappeared, 
right out of the blue. 

I tried to see 
if I could ask, 
my messages 
hit a wall. 
My friend was gone, 
his lasting song, 
I feel so lost, 
... so small. 


I missed my chance 
to reach him back, 
gone before I tried. 
His parting words 
did confuse me so, 
my heart has partly died. 


So please come back, 
our loving friend. 
Let not this be the end. 

There's nothing done, 
our friendship can't, 
easily, 
hopefully 
mend.

Saturday, October 23, 2010

The Sun, the moon, the earth, the sea ...

He is the sun...
... I am his moon. 

A golden ball...
... a silver spoon. 

A love not lost ...
... it came so soon. 

My heart is healed... 
... within there's room. 

So take my hand
and laugh with me.

You are the earth ... 
... I am your sea. 

~

Friday, October 22, 2010

My love

As summer goes, who really knows?

.... life just keeps getting better

I live my life, free of strife,

I am a life 'go getter'.

I dream of boys and summer joys,

my life it hold no bounds

I sweat under, the spring summer

and yearn for lovers sounds.

A pebble beach, beyond my reach,

I miss that last hand hold.

The last we kissed, that day I miss

I will, one day, be whole.




I miss you so very, very much.
You are my other half.
Without you I can not laugh.
F*ck this, marry me.

Sunday, October 10, 2010

Beijos

You only get 
a glimpse
of me, 
the world stands by 
and waits to see. 
More there is 
but not on show, 
I told you what 
there is to know. 
For if I shared 
'all of me',
there would be 
no 'mystery'. 
And what 
you really 
thought of me,
would all 
be gone,
an 
empty dream.

But suddenly 
I'm back 
to peek
there's more 
to see, 
more to seek. 

Saturday, October 2, 2010

Playing around

Up, 
down, 
spin 
around, 
jumped 
so fast 
my pants 
fell down. 
I was 
lucky 
you 
weren't 
here, 
pants 
and all, 
my soul 
to bare.